Confession Point

The other day there my boyfriend knocked on the door and pushed me down on the couch, ripped my clothes off, ripped his clothes off, and started shoving his 9 inch cock in my pussy! it was just bliss! then he asked me if i wanted to suck his dick so i said yes and did 4 about 3 mins, but then i wanted more pleasure so i decided to tease my pussy, i won though because he started shoving it right in again! in out in out in out in out! aahhhwwwwwwwwwww i was screaming so loud! i said “more, deeper, deeper, oh yes………….. want sum more horny sex confessions? dont be afraid 2 ask!

i think i’m falling for a minor he is 14 and good looking abit mouthy and cheeky but thats whats making me like him i’m in my twenties and married to a great girl but i’ve always been interested in men i just watch him out the window and when he running around in his shorts and his hand down his underwear it makes me horny just thinking about him makes me hard. i hope when he gets older he might want some man on man action and i’ll be waiting.

I’m a 54 yr male, married. I can’t help myself but I like going to public parks and having anonymous sex with other males. There’s just something about showing each other your dicks. I only play with them and let them jack me off for now. Maybe at some point I might suck a dick but not now. I do let them suck me with a condom. I have met a woman who jacked me off and I wish more women would come to the parks and enjoy themselves with each other or other men. I have occasionaly been in a group of 3 men and a woman for the third would be interesting.

I had a dream last night, I was looking for the love of my life (whom i just met a long time ago and since then became a good friend, but couldn’t summon up enough courage to ask her out), I kept looking, to tell her that I love her, but she was always a step away, I just couldn’t get to her… then I woke up, with a great feeling of despair for losing her even in my dream, I guess I need to hold on to her before she slips out of my life forever. I think I should tell her how I feel about her.

I have a major obsession with feces and I like go to the bathroom and wrap it suran wrap and then masturbate with it. It feels so good when my dick is sliding in out of it. I know its weird but I love it. Also I love to record myself doing this but so far no one is willing to accept my work. I’m going to keep on trying so look for “You really turd me on”

One time i watched teen titans porn on newgrounds. i enjoyed it. very much so. seeing raven’s tiny undeveloped body doing such explicit this with beast boy turned me on.

A few years ago, my parents got divorced. My mom was being a total bitch and kept trying to hit him with a frying pan. So while she was trying to do that, I came to stop, but I tripped and accidentally fingered her… She liked it, and started sucking me. Then I laughed because you believed this.

BOO-YAH!

Sometimes when I laugh, I pee.
Is that normal?

I must confess… I jerk off to my cookbook.

I have confess, I made up the EmoWolf23 story. I thought it’d be funny. Now I see the flaws of my actions. I will kill myself.

I like little children. Sometimes I just want to fuck them so bad. It sounds weird, but it’s natural. I want to lick them… down there.

FOCKER OUT!!

One day, I was being stupid. And I found a dead person on the lawn. She looked so dumb. So I did her and laughed. The end.

Also, that was fake. I had to confess that. I am also a narcoleptic and necrophiliac and bibliophiliac. I love idiots.

Fin,

I live in Vermont and I’m a member of the Top Secret Vermont Cheaters Club!

No, we’re NOT what you think we are. It has to do with the recently completed contest to be named the “Official” hometown of The Simpsons.

The Simpson’s hometown is named Springfield, but the STATE was never revealed. So with the new Simpsons movie coming out at the end of this month, July 2007, they had this BIG contest on USA Today’s website.
There were 14 Springfields from around the country entered in the contest. They all submitted videos about how their Springfield should be named the Simpson’s hometown. People would go to the USA Today website, watch the videos, and vote for the one they thought was the best one. Each person was allowed one vote per day. Whichever Springfield got the most votes WON. The winning Springfield gets to host the world premier of the movie.

Our video, Springfield VERMONT, WON the big contest!

I’m confessing that I and about 20-25 others here in Vermont (all members of the VCC) cheated by voting more than once each day. A TON more than once each day. We were all voting multiple times on a daily basis, but the race remained pretty close, Then this past weekend we really poured it on! Saturday and Sunday we voted at least 2,000 times each day. The last day of the contest, Monday, July 9th, we almost hit 3,000 votes!

VERMONT WON THE CONTEST GOING AWAY !

Final tally of votes:

Vermont = 15,367
Illinois = 14,634
Oregon = 13,894
Massachusetts = 11,442

WE WON and all those other losers are crying and whining, bitching and moaning!

HA HA !!

VERMONT RULES !

Springfield, Vermont is the OFFICIAL hometown of the Simpsons!

Don’t have a cow, man!

Eat our shorts!

Springfield, Vermont RULES !!!

It was to embarrassing to tell anyone and up to this day the only people that know what happed, are the group of boys and girls that forced me into that horribly embarrassing moment. It happed after school was out. We were hanging out with four girls and three off my friends. I went to the bathroom to take a pee and sudently they all came in and locked the door behind them. My friends were threatening to pants me and the girls were daring them to do it. That was exactly what they wanted to hear and began grabing at my pants. Before I knew it my pants were down by my ankles and held down on the floor. I din’t dare shout for help fearing being embarrassed in front of more people, so I just layed there in my underware and getting and obvius boner pushing against my underpants. I couldn’t belive those four girls were encouraging them to also pull them down so they could see my hardening dick out in the open. Pleading with them din’t work and my underpants were slide down my leggs. I had no other choice but to be desplayed naked with my shirt pulled up to my neck while the girls had a great time looking at my tiff dick. It lasted just enoughf time to check me out good, but to me it seemed like an iternity. I keept being friends with them, but they always had fun making me blush by asking me if I could get naked again for them. At least they din’t spread it all over school.

I’m a boy 18 years old and have a 16 year old sister that I play jokes on all the time. Boys are always hiting on her because she’s very prety. I told my friend I had caught glipses of her naked and she’s a knock out. My friend wished he could have seen her and I told him I could arange it. On saturday mornings my perents leave to do the shoping and I know my sister sleeps late, so I called my friend over to our house. I know she justs sleeps in her panties so it was going to be easy to expose her in front of my friend. I picked the lock open and we both went in quietly and lifted her sheet off. She was sound asleep face up as we looked at her perfect midium size breasts and beautiful long leggs. She just keept sleeping as we were looking at her small panties and trying to see her pussy through them. I think we went to far because we picked up her leggs and yanked her panties off and held her with her leggs apart to get a good long look at her pink pussy. She finally woke up an screamed with embarrassment realicing she was totaly naked and her leggs held spread out. We let her go as she barely covered herself with a pillow. Days past and she never said a word about it. I later regreted what I did to her and now supect she’s waiting to get back at me when I least expect it.

i have molested a few of the females in my family… not all of them… theres one i will not touch… because i like her…… i dont like the others… by the way they are children. it feels good. i like when the way they look with my penis inside them……. i lie to them and tell them to kiss my penis…… and i cum in there mouth…… i force them to swallow. none of them are my children though…… i dont want to fuck my children up… just my brothers and sisters children.

i jack off at work. i work in a hospital. im in the military. i do it because im bored. theres downtime on the week end. somtimes i do it and think of a patient ive seen. ill cum on my hand and and purposly touch other patients(that are hot) so that way theyll have a little piece of me on them. useally its the prenatal patients. we have to take there temperature… guess what i wipe my hand on.

Back when I was as young as seven years old, my mother had opened a daycare service inside her house. But I’ll never forget the time when a boy, about the same age as me (at the time), was gay. He told me about sucking his dick and he would do it in return. I never knew what I was doing was gay, in fact, I never knew the term “gay” really existed. So for days after he gets dropped off, we would secretly suck each other off when no one was looking. I couldn’t forget how great it felt, I even enjoyed sucking him. One day my mom caught us in the act and I quickly tried to change the subject by acting like he was trying to fight me. She didn’t buy it. That night when he was getting picked up my mom and his mom were having I conversation, probably about what happened. The very next day I never saw him again, except during school. Now I’m kinda wondering if my mom still remembers it, I hope not, I still do and I won’t forget it. My question is, does that make me gay? I like girls now, I’m not at all attracted to guys.

Growing up on Prince Edward Island was a pleasant experience for me. The air smelled like pine trees and the closeness of the sea brought relief form the warm summer temperatures that seemed to make your clothes stick to your skin even after a bath.

Anna Delusia and I grew up together,although she was 3-1/2 years older we were like sisters.We shared everything,even our clothes,untill she started blossoming before me. It was late summer,a typical hot dry day and I decided to go to Anna’s farm to spend the day with her. I had just turned 14 a week earlier and Anna was going to be 18 in the fall. Anna had a way with me… she would take my hand as we walked along Cassie’s creek and it seemed so natural…I didn’t know it then.. but she was really becoming more to me…..

That day I wore a red & white checked dress,loose and airy down to my knees,I remember it was comfortable and cool,and a pink ribbon that my Grandmother had put in my hair. “don’t you loose it now”… I can still hear her say… “my first beau gave that to me !”

We eventually ended up at the Delusia’s barn, an imposing structure, as her father was one of the more sucessful farmers in the area. As we entered the barn the first thing you notice is the contrast to the warm muggy air outside, here it was cool and cavernous your footsteps echoed off the walls and ceiling and it took a few moments for your eyes to adjust to the darkness. We decided to go up to the loft, altho the upper structure of the barn is always warmer, I didn’t mind.. the hay was fresh and it smelled so sweet.

Anna went up the ladder first and by the time I reached the loft she was on her hands & knees at the loft door,where we lift the bails and swing them into the barn. She seemed to be looking for her brothers in the barley fields. Her dress was much like mine,loose and breezy,I remembered looking at her figure under the light fabric and yearning for the day that I had hips like hers, that could hold up my jeans.

she turned over and fell into the hay,a big smile on her face,and she had such a lovely face..oval with almond shaped blue eyes and golden curly hair to her shoulders.Grandma always said “golden haired girls are early to bloom” and that was Anna.

I layed next to her..thinking of how fast the summer was going..and Anna would be off to University soon.. my only real friend..grown & gone… not a happy prospect. She must have been thinking the same thoughts… getting up on one elbow…she brought her face close to mine and look very intently into my eyes,I had never seen her so serious. It sort of worried me..”you know Amy”..she started…”I’ll be going to school soon”.. “will you miss me?”..my heart ached to tell her how much..but I couldn’t…

“oh yes!” was all I could say…I’ll just bet” she said…and it hurt! Up she rose.. and was climbing down the ladder..with a cute smile on her face I can still see…so I followed, but since it was close to dinner time I said my good-by’s and went home.

All night, in bed, I thought about Anna..the nearness of her face to me.. the scent of her shampoo,and the sparkle in her blue eyes.
…….. I never got to sleep.

The next day I had to see her again,something pulled me there to the barn, and I found Anna once again in the loft. “hi”..I said…what ya doin'” ..but my heart wasn’t in it..I was so tired from not sleeping the night before..and the strange conflict in my heart, which I couldn’t quite put my finger on. “hiiiii”..she answered… in a very strange way…drawing it out..I thought maybe she had been drinking. But I plopped down next to her,and we snuggled into the hay,and she drew closer to me,….I had a feeling of destiny closing in on me..

We lay there looking up at the rafters,the ever-present “buzz” of the flies that are a part of every barn,and the wasp building the nest on the ceiling. It started to rain and the humidity rose.but the hay was soft,sweet and
dry so we didn’t mind.

I undid the top two buttons of my dress,I wore no bra..didn’t need one yet (darn it!)..and let the air waif across my tiny breasts,bringing a moment of cool comfort. but then a drop of rain fell through the roof and onto my breast..Anna leaned over to me,her hair fell over her face onto my breasts and I couldn’t see what she was doing…I was frozen in time.I felt her lips touch my breasts and kiss off the rain drop…!!!..it sent a
shudder through me I was certain she felt because she lifted her head and brushed that golden hair of hers back from her face to reveal a strange look..her eyes were glazed over and she had that smile again. All I could do was smile back… the moment stretched on like time had stopped……
…..but the next few minutes are etched in my mind like it happened
yesterday….

Anna reach under my dress to put her hand on my thigh…and I froze again… like I would do several times in the next few minutes… she lifted my dress over my hips to expose my cotton panties… I was both ashamed and exhilarated…Anna put her fingers under the elastic band around my upper thigh and pulled aside the fabric…..leaning over she placed her lips onto the flesh next to my mound…and kissed me again…it sent another electric shock through me that almost made me bolt upright..

But before I could protest..if I could even speak at that moment…she had her head down on my knees.. kissing a very sensitive spot on the inside of my knee..a 14 year old girl has no way of knowing there are spots like that on her young body…and it was breathtaking. As she proceeded up the inside of my thigh…I began to notice the rough texture of her tongue..dragging up the soft tissue of my thigh…I was again frozen.. wondering what her destination was..but knowing all along in my heart, where she was taking this.

Without even feeling her doing it…she had my panties pulled down to my knees..and was lifting my legs up to bend them so she could have a more comfortable access to my “secret”,and access she had now….she took one moment to stop,and smiled at me again,then lowered her head onto my clitoris….the shock of her tougue touching me there…well … I bucked straight up……bridged my neck and I must have let out a small scream…because she gently shushed me…and went back to her pleasure…I was beginning to feel the rumblings of my first orgasm.. it built like the thunderstorm blowing outside and flooded across me like a tidal wave…time was suspended…

when I regained my preception…I was aware of a sound like listening to sea shells with both ears.. a wooshing sound…and slowly it was replaced with the sounds of the barn again,the buzzing flies and the rain…gently falling now… Anna had her head resting on my shoulder…kissing me softly…and stroking my hair…my heart was pounding so loud I thought everyone in town could hear it.. and I could scarcly breath..

when I looked over at Anna..her face was glistening all around her mouth…my “wetness” was on her…and she was licking her upper lip…my mind was going in a million different directions…did she really like “my taste”…before I could ask her she reached out and drew me to her..I rolled over onto her and found myself hovering above her groin… I pulled down her panties and was astonished to see she had a shaved mound… completely hairless..and the aroma…clean & sweet ..but with a earthy smell that mingled with the animal smells in the barn and the sweet smell of the hay…I went down on her with no shame…. and tasted the wetness of her body…I found it was like licking honey off a spoon…I’ll never forget that first taste as long as I live….and she let out the moan this time..like an animal…. primitive and deep from inside her chest….I worked till I felt the climax building to a peak…and as she came…she gushed….into my mouth and down my chin….I drank deep…………………………
…………..and time was suspended again.

We layed in each others arms for what seemed like hours….. waiting for the rain to stop…and hoping it never would…….

As the summer wore on we met at the barn frequently…and she showed me different side to her personality… at times she would stalk me through the loft…like a tigeress..on her hands and knees..naked and covered with sweat…the straw sticking to her body..and her tangled mane of hair cascading over her shoulder and face..and she’d peek out at me with one eye..the “hunger” clear…and I was compelled to obey ….and when we were finished….she would lie there…her breasts heaving… she’d see me looking at her…and like a chased suzanna she would cover her nakedness with a fluttering hand..and looking every bit like Botticelli’s angel in the afternoon’s soft light.

Anna went off to school that fall..and we slowly lost touch with each other…but I will never forget her…or what we had,and the path my life would take,after that rainy summer day on Prince Edward Island….

stone_orchid@yahoo.ca

I’ve fallen out of love with him. I don’t know if it’s guilt or what, but now i cant be around him. I dont like him touching me anymore. When he kisses me, my stomach churns. I dont know how i’ll ever be able to have sex with him again. And everything I once thought was cute or endearing annoys me.
I’ve been with him for such a long time, I dont know where I end and he begins. Our whole lives revolve around each other. Our friends all are friends. Our families are inseperable. I dont want to break up the life that we have. Everyone thinks we’re perfect together. Except me.
I’m crumbling it all from within. I’m trying to act like nothing’s wrong. I’m trying to think that it’s just a passing thing, that I will fall back in love with him again. But I can’t. It’s just me.

I have never said this to anyone.
I have always like guys, never really doubted that. but recently i just can’t get the idea of being with a girl out of my head. i find myself wishing things weren’t so strange around the topic of being gay, but i really think i’d rather be in a relationship with a girl. i’ve been watching lesbian tv shows like the L word etc. so maybe im just confused because things on tv seem so perfect. any advice?

well yup thats my confession…

i love to spoon against my wife and slide my dick between her buttcheeks at night while she sleeps.She sleeps nude. At times she will wake up and rotate her ass as i slide against her butt. It feels great when i cum between those nice buttcheeks. Guys, give it a try. Girls, let um.

I don’t know if i’m pregnant or not. And I don’t know, if i am, who the father would be.

Im so fucken horny that i wish i could have a chick with me right now so can fuck her hard!

I let a man almost twice my age eat me out on a picnic table. It just happened. I didn’t stop him but I wanted him to. And i’m engaged to another man.

I keep having cybersex with guys online. It’s so much fun! Last night I was cybering with two guys at once – a married man in his 30s and a horny 14 year old boy. Wow my fingers got sore! (from typing).

Last week i found sum porn movies in my moms cupboard so i decided 2 put them on! I was so horny that i had 2 start fingering myself and then i called my boyfreind if he cud cum ova…. next thing u know we were lying on the floor naked and wet. he was shoving his cock in my nicely shaved pussy. i was moaning so loud! i also gave him a blowjob! bliss

Right now I feel like killing myself. Fucking depression. Why the FUCK won’t you leave me alone for ONCE in my GODDAMNED LIFE?! WHEN will I get my control back?

I know I can’t help it, it’s just the way I am. There’s nothing I can do about it. But it’s been too long. There’s nothing I should be upset about right now. My life is fine. It’s just me. I can’t let me be happy. I’m getting progressively worse.

My worst punishment imaginable. Being forced to watch myself crumble from within. Dying in my own mind. This is the monster that I live with, every single day. I can’t explain it to anyone. The mention of depression makes them shy away like I’m contageous. I can’t explain how it affects me. How it controls me. How i CANT STOP IT.

The worst thing is that I know I will wake up in about a week and all of this will have gone away. I will wake up feeling just fine and dandy. And then all I can do is wait. Wait for the next episode. Wait for a few months time where something ticks me off and sends me down this familiar spiral.

I’m frightened, and terrified and there’s nothing I can do.

I had sex with my ex, and no one knows at all apart from me and him. we had a messy break up because he know likes one of my best friends and shes like him. i went round his the other day, and to spite her we had sex again. he was my first time and its taking me a while to get over him. thats my confession i guess.

Do you know what I hate!? I hate being a teenager. I know that this is a weird thing to say, but I hate it. I hate it because you are so horny. All of the hormones and shit are just starting to come at you full blast. I’m afraid that I will do something with someone, if you get my drift. I just wish that there was a numbing cream that you could put on you thing until your married. THIS SUCKSSSSS!!!!

Last nyt was realli cool! I was bathing when i started getting horny thinking of sex so i decided 2 put the tap on fullblast and i put my horny shaved hot pussy underneath it! It felt so good!

I am a 16 year old girl, and really enjoy to masterbate. but although this sounds wierd i am unsure of how most girls masterbate with their hands like not using toys. is anyone willing to describe how they do it, i am genuinely confused.
thanks

i’ve never orgasmed with my bf.

Theres one person i thought i could always open up to and now it seems like i try n help with any of there problems but when i want her support or just want to talk like we used to she looses interest. so im not guna try anymore. screw it

I used to have an addiction to anti-depressants but got past my addiction, hadnt had any for a while but then last summer i had a couple more and have a couple here n there now n i’m just worried about becoming addicted again, but who am i supposed to ask for support im still a teen and no friends will understand

i’m 20 yrs male
i’ve never had sex before, and i dont feel like having it but my problem is i’m addicted to musterbation is there anything wrong with me?

My friends are all at my house right now and we are going to my room in a minute. Just want to let you know what we’ll do:
Okay, so we are all lesbians and flipping hot! We love sex! We are going to finger ourselves and lick eachothers pussy’s! And later on tonight my boyfriend is coming over so he will probably join us. Can’t wait for him to stick his hard 8,5 inch dick in our wet, sweaty pussy’s! Oh, what do you know, 1 of my friends called Natasha has just taken my g-string off, opened my legs and is sucking/licking/fingering my wet horny pussy right now coz she is sitting under the computer table! Fuck, more, um, i need to go!!!!

Okay, I know it’s not so good to be doing this but i’m only 15 and i have been fingering myself, using my moms sextoys, having sex already, thinking about sex and writing all my sex story’s on other websites. I just love hearing about sex! I get horny so often, i love getting my pussy waxed coz i pose nude for my sexualy active 18 year old boyfriend and he takes photo’s of me and other girls having sex! I love lesbians coz i am bi and i have loads of threesomes! So please, if you have any really hot horny sex story’s, please confess all of them on this site even if you just make some up! I’m begging you! PLEASE make me horny! I’m even naked right now.

I’m sitting here at my computer, and i logged on to a porn site accidently, and now i’ve realised how much i love watching two lesbian girls fucking eachother! I’m fingering myself naked right now and my legs are wide open! I’ve got a few sex toys with me coz my boyfriend isn’t here to shove his hard 9 inch cock inside of me and also coz i haven’t got my friends over to finger me! But i’m good with sex toys! I’ve even got my vibrator with me! It feels so good!

i cant wait for my girlfriend to go out so i can have a wank, i love wanking if i could i would wank all day, i wank every day as soon as she goes out, i have now found myself wanking to gay porn just because i love watching men wank and its a real turn on.

after a very drunken night with a male friend he passed out on the sofa i was feeling horning and had a massive erection i started to masterbate the next thing i remember i was sitting on the floor near my friend i reach to his groin area to feel his cock i could stop myself i undone his zip and started to feel his cock he became erect so i thought he wanted me to continue so i had a lick then i put his cock in my mouth had a little suck i then fell asleep he woke up and ran out he hasnt spoke to me since and he keeps avoiding me i hate my self for what i have done but i really miss him but he wont answer my calls or texts

As a teenager i would have my friends stay over i used to make my friend stay in my bed so when he was asleep i could touch his body and cock i even put his hand down my boxers i wanked myself with his hand, i even got to suck his cock a couple without waking him up now i’m in my twenties i still think about it and i really turns me on even now i’m hard!

Last nyt was awsum! Calvin, my sexual partner, knocked on my door with a pair of handcuffs and feeling very horny. he said he needed a wet pussy 4 the nyt and i was very excited! he pushed me on the couch and put his hands in my mini skirt(and i didnt even have underwear on) and i ripped his shirt off! He started teasing my pussy so i grabbed the handcuffs from him and took him upstairs! i pushed him on the bed and handcuffed his arms. but we were so sweaty he slipped his hand out and handcuffed my legs wide open. he started to shove his hard horny cock in my wet pussy and he got faster and faster and i was moaning so loud! it makes me horny even thinking about it! he was rubbing my breasts and at the same tym sucking my pussy. he started going up the way so that i could suck his cock and i did. after that he said it was the best blowjob eva! he uncuffed me and then we got into the missionary position! ‘Deeper, Deeper’ i screamed. ‘OH YES, FUCK, MORE, YES YES YES! OHHHHHHH OH OH OHHHHH!

I had a dream last night that my boyfriend’s father was licking icing off my neck and then put me on his lap and started dry humping me. Euch.

i confess that i do know the reason for why my cousin doesn’t talk anymore. His classmates were shot dead and when the soldier came for him, he killed the guy and ran to his house. He was terrified that they would come and kill him, so he cried and told his parents he didn’t want to go back to school. After that, on the boat to the other city, his ship was almost bombed and he had to hide in the forest for 3 weeks and he ran a huge fever. From that day on, he can’t talk. I CONFESS I KNOW!

i am 32 and currently married to a 41 year old i love my wife very much but i cant help myslelf when shes sleeping i sneek out and masterbatee and cum on my stepdaughter who is 19. She enjoys the taste of me and i stay really hard. she enjoys this on a daily basis but now i am having problems pleaseing my wife I want to leave her for her daughter but she has a good job. what do you think i should do

I caught my step dad jerking off and watched him till he finished. Then I jerked off thinking about him. I’m not gay, but why did I do this?

I am a from Egypt I am married to a decent woman with two nice boys. I cheated on her two years after we married. My wife was the first woman in my life but she just couldn’t be the last. It is her poor sexual apetite and my high sex drive that made sex compatibilty impossible for us. I had some incomplete relations with girls, I mean girls who were virgins and in my country girls don’t give up their virginity but to their husbands, so I did not really had the chance to screw any of them and my wife was still the only open pussy I had.

One of the girls I knew asked me a favor and gave me the phone number of one of her older neighbors who was a widow of 34 while I was 29. She asked me to have one of my male friends to call the widow and try to make her fall in love with him just to drag her attention from some mean guy who exploit her and take her money. I liked the idea and instead of having a friend to do so I called the widow myself but I was not good at starting a relation with women through an accident call. I was direct with the widow and told her the true story and reason of my call but I hid the name of my girlfriend. She asked for a date, at first I refused and told her that I am not after an affair with her. She insisted on seeing me after she stared to like me and my thoughts of life and women. We met and I liked her and she also liked me, She was an image of the old Italian actress name Claudia Cardinally. Most attractive to me was her breasts that must have measured some thing like DDD. She told me that it would be improper for her as a widower to be seen by someone in my company and I offered to take her to my house that was empty because my wife stayed then at her family’s house in anticipation of delivery.

We went to my home, we talked for a while in the middle she took off her coat and my eyes struck by her massive breasts. We hugged and kissed and of course I got erected. I was horny like hell but not yet decided to go on for the very end but I tried to pull up her skirt but she refused because she was minsurating then> I stopped and we left a moment after. After I called her a cab, I recalled what happened and I came to the conclusion that she did not like me and she faked minsturation to excuse and leave. I decided not to call her again to save my face. The following day she called me the first thing in the morning> She was hot on the phone and she expressed to me how much she is attracted to me. To make the long story short we met 3 days later but at her house because I did not feel good about inviting her to my house. I was nervous, but she managed to make me relax and after preparatory expert work on her part I was so erect. She unzipped me and took my cock out and she gasped when she saw it and it was the first time to me to know that I have such a big cock. I felt proud and confident then and most importantly I got harder and hornier.

She laid on her back and had me between her legs with her clothes on but she pulled her shirt up. This time I never tried to reach her pussy but I kept dry fucking her. She started to moan loudly and asked me to enter her and I refused. I had some fears to commit that sin. She begged me to fuck her with my cock but I refused again and told her to try please herself wo real penetrations. She pretended that she would do as told and started playing with my cock and she got hornier and set fire between my legs. I was horny like never before. She managed to take aside the edge of her pants aside and before I realize what was happening I felt the smoothnes, wetness and heat of her her cock eater pussy. I was in heaven and I was so pleased to resist. I postponed fellings of guilt to after I finish and went for it body and soul. I surprised the widow and myself she had a shaking orgasm and I followed her. I was back to my senses but I noticed that my cock was up again and It was my first time to experience this. We had another session, we had another day and we fucked on and on.

That woman made me a pro, I mean before meeting her I thought I was just normal but she told me that I am a man any woman would like to have as husband or a lover. That gave me more confidence and it was a turning point in my sex life> I knew more women and the widows words that I am a freak sex partner proved right with every woman I had.
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I get phantom-pains in my arm from where I used to cut myself over a year and a half ago. I’m just numb there. Except occasionally, when I – or someone else- touches my arm, I remember the pain again. Or at least my body remembers the pain again. I will never cut again, but it hurts more to have the constant reminder that I was once unhappy, so visual on my skin. I hate what I did to myself.
I love my boyfriend even more for being understanding of it. He knows, athough we have never really talked about it. He’s said a thousand times that he loves me for who I am, and not for what I used to do to myself. I want to tell him how much I owe my life to him. But when he reaches over and touches my arm – not even realizing- accidentally – it makes me uncomfortable and I hate myself for it. He once touched my arm during sex, and I had to pull away.

What I tried to heal on the inside, by damaging myself on the outside, just became deeper and more painful. I have ended up damaging myself on the inside and out.

Somtimes I hate people so much that I have fantasies about going to a public place and opening fire on everyone there.