I’m 17 and quite handy at fixing things. My nieghbor lady is 32 and sometimes she has me fix things in and around her house. When ever she leaves me alone in her house with a job, I go to her bedroom and find her panties that she had been wearing. I like to smell them and rub them on my cock while I jack off.

I want to confess that when I was in elementary school I choked a kid… I got enrolled into the reading aid program when I was in like 5th grade and i taught this young kid, he was like a 2nd grader. He viewed me like the older brother he never had, I do not know why but I grew to hate this kid. He looked up to me and I despised him. I’d chase him off when it was lunch or recess, i’d choke him at times to tell him to keep away from me. I had built up anger and rage from my own familial problems.
I realize that I was just a young stupid kid, but now that I have taken some psychology classes I see how badly I probably effected his psyche. I feel horrid about it every day. Yet I know there isn’t anything I can do… Apologizing would only expunge my guilt, it would do nothing to help him at this point if I even knew where he was or what his last name was even.
I do not know what I seek in this confession, all I know is that I wish I could take it back. But of cource, that is not posible… I guess because there is nothing else I can say or do. I’ll say apologize anyway…
I’m sorry Andrew… I hope you turned out ok…
When I was a boy I use to stay with my grandma sometimes in the summer. Over the years it was common for her to see me naked in and out of the bath and shower. I saw her naked a few times also while she was dressing. Sometimes she would help me towel off in the bathroom. Once when I was about 11, she was helping me and I got an erection. She was quite interested in it and she handled my cock and nuts. This caused me to have my first ejaculation. This scared me but she asured me it was ok because I was just becoming a young man. After that I got more modest and didn’t let her see me naked any more. The only thing is that as an adult it turns me on for an older woman to see me naked.
Jack me Granny
Well about 3 years ago while my wife was pregnant I was so horny. I would masterbate but that was not doing the trick. I did not want to cheat on her. I thought well maybe I can just have a guy jerl me off. Sort of a modified masterbation. I found a guy online and we met and he jerked me off. It was ok, but I was really nervous. He asked me to jerk him off to so I did. No big thrill. So I decided for a bit more. I found another guy who said he would suck me off, with nothing needed in return. So I did it. I went to his pace and he did just that. He sucked me until I came and he swallowed. I was nervous but that did feel good. I went back a couple of times and the one time a freind of his was there and he had him suck me off. I went back all together 5 times to be sucked off. Well it has been two years since then and still am horny for being sucked off. I am glad I did this. I had offers from women but that would have lead to intercourse. I did not want that. I myself have never sucked, but can’t say I have never thought about it. Well I need to add that a few months ago I did let a BBW suck on me. She did not make me cum but I jerked off for her. So now I have let 2 men suck me off, a couple guys jerk me off, and a woman suck me and stroke me, and then I jerked off for her. All in the span of around 3 years. I feel bad but I am glad I did not suck a guy or screw the woman or let the woman make me cum.
I have a long distance relationship with a girl. We met, fooled around, and now we’re back to long distance. I plan on moving up there to live with her, but I really don’t know if she’ll feel the same before I do that. It’s her first long distance relationship.
What can I do to put my worries to rest?
In college I was on a junior year abroad in Europe, and the city I was studying in had an annual festival in its Medeival “old city” (complete with cathedral). The festival was relatively tame, consisting mostly of going out drinking.
Well I had been walking around the old city alone, not being much of a drinker myself, and was getting ready to head back to my dorm. I was walking past an alley and saw a man whose back was to me, who was moving in a weird way. Once I looked closer, it looked like he was making out with a woman against the back wall of the alley, although I couldn’t see much of her. I don’t know what posessed me, but I walked slowly and quietly into the alley. It soon became clear that he wasn’t making out with a woman as much as *fucking* a woman, standing up, in an alley! It also became clear that the 2 of them were drunk out of their minds and didn’t know the world existed, let alone notice me.
I was so turned on by the idea of watching people fucking that I abandoned all sense and walked right up to them, but they still didn’t notice me. I could hear him grunting as he was pumping into her. Then, I don’t know what posessed me, but I reached my hand in the direction of her pussy to feel it. What I instead felt was his cock pumping in and out. I guess it was because I couldn’t see what I was doing, and I was not in my right mind, and it all hapenned fast, but somehow my finger ended up *in* her pussy, while his cock was still pumping! I remember it like it was yesterday, even though it was many years ago. It was my right index finger, his cock was rubbing the back of it, and the front if it was touching her pussy wall, which felt extremely wet.At this point I regained my senses and felt some normal fear finally. I pulled my finger out and ran away. I glanced over my shoulder and saw he was still fucking her exactly the same (I guess the alcohol was slowing down his cuming) as if they hadn’t noticed my finger invasion at all.
Once I got a chance to think about it, I came up with the theory that even if they felt my finger, each one probably assumed that the other one was putting their finger in there. Once I ran for a few minutes and could see they weren’t running after me, I looked at my finger under a street light, and the front was covered with something that looked like semen, but a little more on the clear side. I’m not sure if it was just her secretions or if there was some male cum too. Definitely one of the hottest things I’ve done.
In the mid-eighties we took our holiday in the South of France.
We were both in our late twenties then.
We had travelled down by coach, and during the journey we got chatting to a couple during the rest stops, although a they were a bit older then us. They were staying on the site next to us, but promised to visit us sometime during the holiday. “I hope they don’t my wife said later. I didn’t like him (the husband) very much at all. He gives me the creeps”.
By the second week we’d forgotten about them, and on the Wednesday evening we were going to the Karaoke night at the local bar, which was upstairs above the site supermarket.
I’d persuaded my wife, Mary,to go without knickers that evening, although she had on a very short skirt. I’d assured her that no one could see anything, even when she sat down. (This was not true but she believed me) We were just finishing our drinks, ready to go, when someone knocked the door. It was the couple from the coach. “Hello” they said “We thought we’d see if we could buy you a drink”. We told them where we were going and felt obliged to them invite along. They came in and had a drink with us. I took the opportunity to give my wife another glass as well. We were soon ready to go and made our way to the bar. As soon as he saw the bar was upstairs the husband somehow got between me and Mary and followed her up the stairs, keeping 2 or 3 steps between them, allowing him a birds eye view up her skirt. It was very obvious to me that he had a good view of her hairy cunt as she climbed the stairs above him. She was totally unaware of the show she had given the old letch, and still does not know.
After the show was over we went back to our caravan for a nightcap. Mary and I sat on the settee, he sat on the seat directly opposite, his wife to our left He had a birds eye view up my wifes skirt again. Mary was totally unaware because of my earlier white lie. Her pussy was again on show for him to see. As he finished his drink he said that he would like to take a few pictures of us to remember us by. He knelt on the floor and took half a dozen photos in total. Each one would show Mary’s hairy cunt.He thanked us and suggested to his wife that she exchanged addresses with Mary so they could keep in touch. Knowing Mary’s thoughts of him I know she grudgingly agreed.
Would we see them again?
I was at a buddy’s house having a couple of beers and watching football. My team was up at halftime by 2 touchdowns when we made a bet on the game. I joked, that if I won, he would have to give me a blowjob, and to my surprise, he took the bet. I could not believe it – I was up by 2 touchdowns. But he said that if I lost, I would have to blow Rex, his German Shepherd. He was serious! My team was outplaying the other and getting the ball at the start of the 2nd half, so I took the bet.
I lost! Could not believe it! Surely he would not make me go through with it, would he? He whistled for Rex and my heart went into my throat. I protested and he laughed, a bet is a bet.
Well this dog has a monster dick, and I figured, let me get it over with – besides, I knew my buddy would not tell anyone. I knew things about him, that he would not want to be known. So I got under Rex and put the dogs dick in my mouth and started sucking. That damn thing got bigger and I liked to gag. As Rex is humping my mouth, my buddy’s wife walks into the room and freaks out! She was supposed to be out of town. “What the hell is going on?” I am sick I am so embarrased.
Well she has agreed to keep it a secret, but now when I go over, I have to strip naked and suck the dog. She watches and cheers me on. I am kinda getting used to it and look forward to my visits. Except, the last time I was there, she said the next time I come by, she wants Rex to fuck me.
I don’t know – that dog does have a big dick!!!
I have this fantasy and don`t know if it is normal to have something like this or not.I would like for me and my wife and another guy go to a club and drink and dance. Him and I would not get drunk but let my wife get drunk. We`d go home and carry her to bed and i`d ask him to help me get her blouse off of her.I`d pull it off of her and then take her bra off to.She has a beautiful set of 42DD breasts and this should wake the other guy up some.Then i`d ask him if he wanted to stay here as he had been drinking.He would say yes and i`d say “well,get undressed then,you may as well sleep here with me and my wife”.
I`d let a light on in the hallway so it wasn`t real dark in our bedroom.I`d slip her slacks off and pull her panties off,and start sucking her breasts and fingering her cunt.I would see that he is starting to get hard by this time and tell him it was ok if he sucked her breasts and fingered her.She would be moaning slightly by this time and i`d get between her legs and start licking her clit.By this time she is starting to work her cunt and moaning pretty good.I`d crawl out from between her legs and go back to sucking her tits,noticing that he is really hard by now.Damn,it must be at least nine inches long. I`d tell him to get between her legs and see if she could take all of him.He gets between her legs and puts them over his shoulders and starts to slip the head in.As i`m sucking her tits i can see everything that goes on.
He gets about half that big cock in her and her ass comes off the bed and she groans and starts bucking against his big cock.I tell him to put it in slowly,as she isn1t used to a cock like that.He`s pushing it in slowly and i watch until about a little over eight inches is inside her.She is groaning and moaning now and it doesn`t seem to be going much farther in her.I tell him to just push it in gently until it is all inside her.He does and it finally is all inside her.She is groaning and moaning now and her ass is coming off the bed and her legs are tight around him with her heels on his ass pushing him down faster and faster.They`re kissing and she is exploring the inside of his mouth with her tongue.Her moans are getting louder and her breathing is more ragged now.
She asks him if he is close,and he says “hold on,I`ll pump you faster and catch up with you”.He is up on his hands and knees now and pumping the hell out of her,and she is coming up off the bed to meet his every thrust.He then tells her he is close now and she says”give it to me as hard as you can and shoot a big load inside me”.He is now ramming all nine inches in her and her ass is coming off the bed to take every inch of his big cock.He lets out a couple of small moans and stops moving and i can see his body starting to shake slightly as he is overwhelmed by the feelings as his load courses through his big cock.As she feels the first load of semen splash inside her she moans and starts ramming her cunt up to take all his cock.She is moaning and thrasing now and telling him how good his cock and cum feels inside her hot cunt.He starts puching it in and out gently and i can see the cum squeezing out between her cunt and his cock.Omg,what a sight,I`d give anything to see that.
They lay there kissing and she tells him that is the biggest cock she has every had.She said it hurt when it went all the way in,but it wasn`t long until it felt good and she started to work her ass.She gets on her knees and starts kissing him and kissing down his chest.She reaches down and takes hold of his cock and then puts her lips around that enormous head on it.She takes it in as far as she can and there still is about four inches outside her mouth.I think to myself,omg,wish i had a cock like that,she even said if i had one like that i could fuck the shit out of her every night.As he is getting ready to leave she asks if we could do it again.I said “heck yes we can”.I fantasize about this all the time but don`t know what to say to see how wife feels about doing something like this.I`d give anything to have this happen.
I’ve seen some recent confessions where guys show off their drunk or sleeping wife.
I would want to see mine being well fucked.
I’d love to see some strange cock giving her a good shagging, before filling her with cum.
I’m sure this will never happen as I love my wife, but the fantasy is always there
I love the idea of exposing my wife to other men. However,the only times this has been possible is when she’s had too much to drink. This is the story of my first time
On her birthday I booked an Italian restaurant on the other side of the city. I decided we would get a cab, and not have to worry about driving home. I’d bought my wife a great wrap-around dress, that came to her knees. While waiting for the cab we had a couple of drinks. When the cab came my wife got in first, and nestled herself in the centre of the seat. Her dress rode up her thigh a little, and I noticed the driver. a large overweight man, adjust his mirror so that he was looking directly at my wife’s legs. She was totally unaware of this. At the resaurant, I asked the cabbie if he could pick us up at 11.30. “My pleasure” he said
By the time we came to leave the restaurant my wife had had maybe one drink too many, and was a little unsteady on her feet. As I guided outside, the cabbie driver was there waiting. Once again I sat her in the centre of the backseat, and climbed in beside her. She laid her head back and was soon out of it. I shook her shoulder but no response. As earlier the cabbie had adjusted his mirror, and was looking at my wifes legs, as her skirt had parted. Knowing she was not going to be aware of what was happening, I carefully slid my hand up her dress and rubbed her pussy, aware that the driver was taking it all in. I then folded back her dress allowing him a clear view of her panties. He tried hard not to be obvious, but I could see him looking at every opportunity. I then took the edge of her panties and folded them under, exposing one half of her pussy lips. I then dropped my head back, allowing to see whatever he wanted. As we arrived back at our flat, I covered my wife over, and woke her up.
The driver took the fare, and said that if we ever needed a cab again to ask for him.
Since then, I’ve had 2 more opportunities to show her off, which I’ll related later.
I have the most awful confession to make. I am in lust with my own biological mother. I feel terrible about it. I am a happily married man with a young child. I love my wife, but I can not overcome my lustful desire for my own mother. When I make love to my wife I close my eyes when I am ready to cum and imagine that I am having sex with my mother and that I will impregnate her with my own child/sibling. I even masturbate to the same fantasy daily. It has nothing to do with looks – my mom is not an attractive woman at all, and my wife is very attractive. I am just excited by breaking the ultimate taboo with her. I have never admitted this to my wife, although I feel I should. I have admitted it to my mom accidentally. I often spent the night at her house while I was in college (she lived not far away), and she once caught me on her computer reading mother-son incest stories. I admitted that I wanted to have sex with her, which horrified her. She has forgiven me, but our relationship has never been the same since. She is always a little bit on edge around me, and won’t even hug me any more (since it will arouse me). I wish that I could take this lust away, but I can’t. If I could just have sex with her once, I’m sure I’d be fine, but I know it won’t happen. I am sorry mom, and I am sorry to my wife.
I am an older, married gentleman , because of medical reasons my wife can not have sexual activities . My sex drive is verry high and I do please myself a few times a day and do enjoy sharing with Ladies on the Internet on cam when possible but only with mature women . I use to feel bad about it but no longer do . I greatess joy is to share thoughts constant_craving2006@yahoo.com
While my wife was sleeping, the window cleaners came. I don’t know why, but i opened the curtains, and pulled back the bedclothes, leaving her completely exposed. I left the bedroom door slightly ajar and stood on the landing so that I could see the window cleaner when he got to the window. He did a double take when he saw my wife then went back down the ladder. Within seconds the other cleaner was up the ladder enjoying the view too.
I regretted my actions afterwards, but at the time it was great
one day i went to the bank and stole all the money out of my grandpa and grandmas bank account. i also took all the money out of my parents accounts as well. i ended up not telling them and i bought all the supplements for weight lifting i could possibly buy. Now my grandparents are broke and they have to live in a one room section 8 and my parents are drug addicts because they have no more money. i never told them and they never bothered to find out where it all went. As i type this i have many supplements rushing through my system and i dont feel guilty at all. Also i have fantasies about doing dogs and cats in the back room of the dollar general store i work at. Could this be a problem?
I would like to kiss every sweet inch of my boss’s sexy ass. She is 37 y.o. 5’8″ long light brown hair, very classy and sexy. When I first met her I couldn’t stand her. Now I think about making love to her all the time. When I worked with her last, she was bent over and I couldn’t take my eyes off her cute little butt. She is married and has four children and I know my chances are next to nil.
This summer we drove from Bristol to the Lake District. My wive wore a wrap around skirt and blouse. By the time we had reached Birmingham she was fast asleep. I took the opportunity to pull her skirt open, revealing her sheer white panties. I left her like this and drove alongside as many lorries and vans as possible to ensure the drivers got a good look at her.
While my wife was sleeping off too much to drink, I called room service for some coffee, knowing the lecherous old mn who run the small hotel would bring it. I told him to come in if there was no answer to his knock as I would be in the bathroom. I pulled back the covers from the bed, comletely exposing my wife. I spread her legs a little, so that her pussy was visble. I then went into the bathroom and starting running the shower. I heard the knock on the door and the manager enter. He must have been in the room 5 minutes before he left.
At breakfst the next morning he asked me if I enjoyed the coffee, and to call him anytime I wanted room service
I was still in High School, I had a big cock and was horny all the time, jerked off at least 3 times a day. My body is small and slim with very little hair, 5″4″,125lbs. My fat cut 7″ cock looked huge on me. I had been jerking off thinking about gay sex lately, I was very turned on by the fantasy of having sex with an older man, and having a cock in my ass.
I got a job working after school and weekends at a antique shop, it was ran by 2 older gay gentleman, very nice gentleman who were always flirting and teasing me. An older very distinguished looking handsome customer came in the store, he was a silver haired fox who looked like he had money.
The owners knew him well, he bought a small end table and asked the owners if I could help him unload it at his house, I thought this was kind of suspicous since it didn’t weigh much but my horniness and curiousity made me jump at the chance. We rode in his SUV to a big house in a ritzy neighborhood and I carried the end table into his house. He gave me a tour, it was huge and very nice, there was an indoor hot tub and he asked me if I wanted to soak for a while, I told him I didn’t have a swim suit and he laughed and told me I could go without, he always did.
I was getting turned on so I started to undress, my tank top came off first and my back was turned to him and I pulled down my cutoffs, no underwear and bent over to finish removing my cutoffs, it was a turn on to expose my ass to him, he watched me climb into the hot tub, my cock was rock hard. I watched him take off his shirt, he had a sexy chest covered with silver hair, he pulled down his pants and underwear in one motion exposing a beautiful 8″ cut cock, very fat. We sat in the tub for five minutes talking, he asked me if I wanted a massage, I moved over close to him with my back to him and sort of sat on his lap, I could feel that big cock, I started moving my ass around until it was between my cheeks, I moved up and down, it felt so hot, made my asshole spasm. He was rubbing my shoulders and back, he reached around and started massaging my inner thighs making my cock twitch, finally he started stroking my cock, I was so turned on it was all I could do not to cum. He had me stand up and started tonguing my ass while stroking my cock, I was in pleasure overload and exploded cum after about two minutes of this.
We went into his bedroom, still naked and dried off, he put his hands on my shoulders and gently pushed me to my knees, grabbed the back of my head and guided me to his cock. I sucked on it hungrily feeling it get harder in my mouth, when he was rock hard he guided me to the bed and had me lay on my stomach. He ate my ass again this time harder, getting his tongue up inside me, this made my cock hard again, I relaxed and felt my boypussie open up. Next he slowly inserted one of his fingers , it kind of hurt at first but then I started to love the feeling. Two fingers was next with some lube, he two finger fucked me for along time, I loved how it felt, like I was getting stretched. I was moaning and moving my ass up and down.
He stopped and put his big cock back in my mouth, I sucked him for maybe a minute and he pulled out and rolled on a condom, had me get down doggie style got behind me and pushed that big cock head against my tight hole. He slowly pushed, I thought it was to big and would never fit, all of a sudden it popped in, the sensation took my breath away, it felt so huge and it hurt a little, but I was starting to relax and it was feeling better by the second.
He slowly pushed in until he was deep inside me and moved in and out very slowly to start with, it still burned but the thought of getting fucked, having a big cock inside me was such a turn on.
He fucked me for a long time, after I got used to it and fully relaxed the feeling was pure pleasure. My cock was rock hard.
The pace got faster and harder, finally I came again, without even touching my cock, such intense pleasure. He came and stayed inside me, I layed flat on my stomch with him still inside me, he slowly went limp, slipped out of me and rolled off me.
My name is Cele and I’ve been hiding the fact that I’m gay subtly. I think a lot of the g00ns know but I’m not sure whether to go right out and say the truth. I think I may pack some fudge tonight with my boyfriend Billy for the first time. But I am not sure what to do. Should I tell the g00ns I’m gay and ask for advice?
Ok, so I guess this is where I can confess and get things off my chest. Just so all of you know, I am a married man with two beautiful children and a loving wife who I couldn’t be happier with. This all happened before I was happy…
I had been talking to my friend on the phone (she is now my wife) who lived in a different part of the country then I did, and at this point I had never met her. I met her off of the internet. The day before she flew up I went to another friends house because she called and asked me to come over, we’ve had history together, so I went. As we were sitting on her couch watching T.V. she leaned into me an aggressively pushed her tongue in my mouth, it was beautiful. I wanted her so bad, she said she would give it to me again if I just forgot about my “cross country friend” and stayed with her. Needless to say I couldn’t do that so I left for my home.
Well I met my future wife for the first time and things were good at first I never told her about that night before I met her. A few months after I met my future wife but she went home…
I met these two college females a month later and would hang out with them alot. We played alot of beer games, strip poker, kings, make-out sessions, etc. I also felt, not fingered, but felt one of the chicks pussies one night.
That college rendezvous lasted short, my future wife came back from across the country. We definitely had a rocky relationship the entire time, I never fooled around when she came back. When she went back to her home state we found that she was pregnant so I quickly had to grow-up. Well, I joined the Army (which I hate). As I was in training and my now Wife at home pregnant I went to a strip club and ended up giving this older 33 yrs old stripper, I was 21 yrs old, a finger bang for what seemed like for ever. As she was giving me a lap dance she let me rub her pussy through her thong, then under her thong. She was really wet so I slid my fingers, two of them, in her pussy and felt her entire cunt as I was fingering her I had the hardest cock but was to torn to do anything about it. After I was threw, she barely spoke or understood english and told me she had cum and would be right back to take care of me. I felt really dirty so I sneaked past her into the bathroom and washed my hand, several times, and went back to the barracks. To this day I wonder what it would have felt like to fuck her pussy with my cock. Oh well I’ll never know, I’m so in love with my wife and everyday I’m sorry for what I’ve done, but I’ll never tell her for shame of myself.
Once i went on official tour to company. In the evening my customer took me to his house. I saw his beautiful wife and 2 yrs old kid. I could not believe the lady as a mother because of her flat belly and sex appeal with perfect curves at top and bottom. After dinner I was ready to leave their house, but heavy rain started and power went off. my friend gave me night dress and told me to stay with them. I was given a room in the upstairs and i was watching rains. When lights came, I saw through the window in next room the lady lying in the bed fully naked and moaning in the next room. I was feeling guilty to watch her but could not control myself and entered in her room. I started licking her juicy tits and spreading my hands on her thighs. Suddenly she got up and saw me, I could not open my mouth. She went and locked the door and lied on the bed. She toldme “come on and get in”. I removed all my cloths and lied on her. I started kissing herlips, mouth, erect breasts, she co-operated moaningly and carrassed me head and back. Then I sucked juice from her wide open wet pussy tits for half an hour. then I penetrated into her wet vagina, she moaned in my ear, fuck me dear. I did not stroke and was going only deeper into her tits. She cried to me please fuck me hard and at the end i started my engine with full speed. We had nice hard fuckings in that night. Next day i could not face my freind, but he patted me and told me you have saved me in that night, i was not able to fuck my wife hard, thanks.
Nanga
I’m a 40 year old male, and my confession is that I’ve been having the most perverted gay fantasies- really dodgy stuff (mutual scat, licking a guys dirty anus, drinking his piss & cum etc.) I think that it is having an adverse effect on my (straight) relationship, as I seem to be losing interest in my GF sexually. I’ve been blaming tiredness etc for my failings, but this can’t go on forever. I’m far too shy to persue this fantasy though, even though there must be others……..
when i trvelled in ac compartment in a train, iwas in side upper berth and one young lady was in lower berth below me. at night 11 pm the train stopped in a station and i came down from my berth. in the dark compartment with only night lamps i saw the bare legs of the lady and carassed her legs. therewas some movement from her and i her breasts covered tight clothe breathing movements. i put my hands on her breasts and squeezed and caraseed them. after 10 mins the train started and she went toilet. i followed slowly and waited outside. when door opened i pushed her inside and went locked the door. i stood kneeling in front of her. before saying anything, i lifted her cloth and pulled out the her underwear. i cleaned her clean shaven cunt with her panty. i started licking her cunt she opened her legs wide for me and removed her other clothing.i sucked her juice from her cunt and she started moaning. i rubbed my mouth against her juicy vertical lips. i stood up erected fully ready to fuck her. she jumped on my hip and took my inside her cunt, we hugged together. due to movement of train, we just held together. the jerk in the train running helped our coupling together for longer time. we moaned and kissed vigourously i bit her breasts and enjoyed for an hour. it was a memorable sexy train journey.
yesterday at work all of us in the security dept. had to strip down to our undies for a drug inspection. it was all males so no problem there, it was funny though, there were 12 of us, most of which are fat slobs they were wearing boxers, me and three others are slim. 2 of them were wearing mens regular briefs, the other one had on a tiny mens bikini, and me wearing a pair of womans fruit of the loom bikini panties. funny thing though none of the people i work with seemed to notice, but the guy doing the drug search did.
I in love with a beautiful girl. but I can’t have her right now, it kills me to think about her. she is happy right now with some other guy and I…. can’t interfere because I just want her to be happy. i’ll always be her good friend, the guy that can give her good advice, and the guy that secretly loves her.
I don’t know if i’m gay or not.i’m a guy. by the way. you see I’m very popular with all my female friends mostly because i’m in tune with female feelings. and I’m with popular with guys as well. but I have weird feelings that i’m gay. I have a girlfriend, and we are very serious right now. the thought of me being gay scares me a lot because I really love my girlfriend. but I just don’t know. how the hell can I be sure?
I think I am in love with my best friend….
I am not against the gay thing just never thought it was me! We met at work years ago and became good friends, as all friendships grow with people and people move on, we parted ways to different parts of the country. We still stayed in touch on the phone about once a month, both have had great loves in our lives and have both been engaged at one time or another. When I landed in the city I am in now he was still about 900 miles away and we have mutual friends in the same city. Well he came back to town for a couple of months then traveled to abroad for 2 months. When he came back to town he moved in with me until his next assignment. THe two or three months that he lived in my guest room was the first time I ever had a roommate and it was great! We had a blast running all over town hitting the bars, playing pool and just normal crap that guys do. When his next position came along he moved to the other coast and for the first time I really missed someone. It was nice to have someone to come home to and just someone to talk with on a daily basis. You get used to having a person in your life and when that person is gone….WOW….. I got really really depressed! We stayed in contact more (two to three times a week) and I flew to visit him and had an OK time. When I got back home again I was missing him. All of a sudden he moved back to town, accross country with out telling me and just showed up at my door! It was a nice suprise, a little shocking, and was between my house and another friends for a week. During that week all of us friends, about 12 of us, got together like every other weekend and at one of the parties at my house a few things were said between the two of us…..nothing direct, sexual, rude or anything else just little things kept coming out that hit me different then they would have in the past. And one little sentence has been on my mind every since….realize that we were totally drunk at this point with a ton of people in my small apt. ….”So why did you come back to town”……”Because of you”……
At first I thought nothing of it. But over the last couple of days it has been on my mind all the time. I couldn’t even sleep last night thinking about it.
A friend of ours (like his brother), was taking him to the airport and he was just in a mood….I couldn’t put my finger on it at first but have seen him like this a lot of times that he is going to be away for a while. (he is gone for two or three months this time then when he gets back we are going to be room mates again) In a nutshell things have been said over the years and as best friends go we have a ball! SOme of the best times I have had has been with my best friend! But when I start thinking about it my mind has been going to other places……see where this is going? I don’t know what to do, what to think, what to do….
THe though tof being with him makes me happier than I have ever been…..but I would never think of telling anyone I was gay because I don’t think like that……Is this a “Brokeback” thing?? Can love hit you where you never thought you would want to go? I want to ask him what he ment by the comment the other night but don’t know how! A few nights after that we all went bar hopping again and got totally smashed….again….and nothing happened, but when he woke up he kept asking me what he said the night before, if he said anything while he blanked out. He was also wondering how he got into his shorts? Not what you think, he did it on his own in the bathroom with the door shut…I am not a pervert! He jsut kept on and on about what he might have said… Is there a way I should ask him about his comment? WHAT DO I DO??
