I am obsessed with traps (transsexuals) and constantly fap to thoughts of them. I can’t cum without thinking about one. I’ve been with one trap hooker and want to be with more. And I am married with a perfectly normal sex life, it’s just that I am fixated on traps too.
ive been with my man for almost 4 years now. i loove him to death (i think). i work at a club as a dancer and of course i have to interact with alot of guys and most of the time its more acting and dramatics than anything. u know moaning, fuck faces, what ever it takes to get a guy going strong enough to make him want to spend his life savings on me. one night while danceing for this supersexy guy about 5 years older than me i found my self all off my husle and the tables turned. when it was over the guy some how he had managed to make me cum all over him and myself. The worse part of it all is i loved it but feel really guilty. i need a second opinion.
I’m depressed……
2 months ago i hired a hooker because i felt lonely. My girlfriend is on another country and we haven’t seen each other for at least 8 months. I didn’t want to get emotionally involved with anyone so i decided to pay a prostitute just to let my inner beast loose.
The day i fucked this slut she felt abnormally attached to me, we exchange numbers and became friends.
One day we talked over the phone and decided to meet to have some drinks and talk. That evening we had sex again and spent the whole night together. Of course without any money involved.
We have been talking periodically over the phone, I know I’m not supposed to fell for a whore, i don’t want to have any feelings for this girl but my fucking brain is giving me a hard time.
The past Saturday we talked and agree to see each other that same night… when i called her she was with a “costumer” and i felt really bad….she told me to call her one hour later…..so i did but she never picked up the phone or return my calls.
Today is Tuesday and i decided to give her a call to check if she was alright…. she didn’t picked up again….i checked online on her website to see if something was wrong and her pictures were gone and when i tried to book her again they pimp told me that she was out of town. I call her from another cell phone and surprisingly she picked up….i asked her what was wrong….and she told me that her mom was in town and that she is not going to work anymore. I ask her whether i could call her and she say no…i will call u…
She only work as a hooker for less than 3 months…or at least that is what i know.
I got feelings for this girl….i know i can do much better…..i have a lot of female friends that i could fuck anytime i want…..i tried not to get involved with anyone but i ended up so much worse.
I’m not going to call her again, but i know i will take some time to recover from this. My girlfriend is coming next month and i don’t feel the same way about her anymore…..after meeting this girl the chemistry on my brain changed and i cant do anything about it.
i killed a hooker because i was drunk and wanted to keep my $20. when she was through and we argued in the truck about the money i just stabbed her in the face and dumped her.
I have a girlfriend who is the best person to have sex with. She sucks a mean dick she knows how to jerk me off soft yet pleasing she knows how to ride my dick she knows all types of crazy positions.she is the only girl I know that can take my 11″ cock. Just recently I found out she was a prostitute. I still enjoy her sex. I’m sure everyone else does too but I get it for free
sometimes i fantasize about being a prostitute or stripper and running into someone i know in that context. or being raped. its fucked up i know.
one time in grad school I slept with a married man for money to pay the rent. I felt both empowered and ashamed…
