Confession Point

I have the password to my ex-boyfriend’s email accounts (along with his facebook, and a couple online sex/dating sites). He didn’t give them to me – I noticed him typing it in one day and remembered. I can’t help logging on now and then to see what he’s up to. I miss him. I realize this is only hurting me, since he’s moving on. Nothing in his emails is particularly shocking or even interesting but I realize it’s still wrong, and I hate being a stalker.

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One Comment

1. Italian Stallion
   8:20 pm on October 19th, 2008

   I had a bit of a similar problem a while ago…though perhaps not quite so serious.

   I was bat-shit crazy about a girl I once knew, to the point at which I kept a picture of her on my e-mail account for months on end, and I’d take secret looks and peeks at it whenever I got the chance.

   After months obsessing about her, I actually RAN INTO her by pure chance. It was insanely awkward, but I put my misgivings aside and decided to really GO for it, to talk to her as much as possible and see if I could kindle some sort of relationship with her.

   We went on something of a date, later that week.

   And…well, it was disappointing. I mean, we’d used to be friends, and then I’d fucked everything up by having romantic feelings for her, and then we’d stopped seeing each other. I had pretty much spent all our time apart just imagining what it’d be like if I had a shot, ONE shot at being with her.

   And when that time actually came, I came face to face with reality.

   ( and here comes the POINT: )

   When you obssess, you take leave of reality, to the point of hurting yourself.

   Like you said, he’s probably moving on. The ONE and ONLY thing to do is to try as hard as possible to do the same.

   Erase the link you have to his e-mail account. Find a way to keep yourself from being physically able to “check in” on his account.

   And by all means, if you have some decent friends, NOW is the time to test their worth. Get more involved in their lives, go out with them as much as possible without rendering yourself obnoxious. Try to get caught up in your social life. Do whatever, WHATEVER you have to in order to give yourself some peace.

   Hope this helped a bit.