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I’m depressed……

2 months ago i hired a hooker because i felt lonely. My girlfriend is on another country and we haven’t seen each other for at least 8 months. I didn’t want to get emotionally involved with anyone so i decided to pay a prostitute just to let my inner beast loose.

The day i fucked this slut she felt abnormally attached to me, we exchange numbers and became friends.
One day we talked over the phone and decided to meet to have some drinks and talk. That evening we had sex again and spent the whole night together. Of course without any money involved.

We have been talking periodically over the phone, I know I’m not supposed to fell for a whore, i don’t want to have any feelings for this girl but my fucking brain is giving me a hard time.

The past Saturday we talked and agree to see each other that same night… when i called her she was with a “costumer” and i felt really bad….she told me to call her one hour later…..so i did but she never picked up the phone or return my calls.

Today is Tuesday and i decided to give her a call to check if she was alright…. she didn’t picked up again….i checked online on her website to see if something was wrong and her pictures were gone and when i tried to book her again they pimp told me that she was out of town. I call her from another cell phone and surprisingly she picked up….i asked her what was wrong….and she told me that her mom was in town and that she is not going to work anymore. I ask her whether i could call her and she say no…i will call u…
She only work as a hooker for less than 3 months…or at least that is what i know.

I got feelings for this girl….i know i can do much better…..i have a lot of female friends that i could fuck anytime i want…..i tried not to get involved with anyone but i ended up so much worse.

I’m not going to call her again, but i know i will take some time to recover from this. My girlfriend is coming next month and i don’t feel the same way about her anymore…..after meeting this girl the chemistry on my brain changed and i cant do anything about it.

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17 Comments

  1. handy commando
    2:41 pm on January 2nd, 2009

    – this sounds kinda familar… I went through same kinda thing… really… actually do not know how found this site… but I’m would be ininterested in emailing u… we might know same girl… davidadumas@yahoo.com

  2. dear egghead
    9:53 pm on January 2nd, 2009

    Ur gonna have to end it with your current girlfriend and try to get over this girl, unless she calls. The thing with the hooker is that she knows u like her even though she is a prostitute, which means she knows she will be able to do anything and u will be there. I don’t think its a wise decision to get with her.

  3. handy commando
    10:59 am on January 3rd, 2009

    Hello again…

    I understand what u feel… r u from dc area? Can u give physical detail of what girl looks like?

    I might of gone through same thing, very hard…

  4. redneck dragon
    12:57 am on January 6th, 2009

    first. dont mess around with hookers.
    i dont mean like…dont get your rocks off with them..but emotionally. they’re more screwed up than strippers. border line bi-polar attitudes. all you’re feeling is a chemical reaction of excitment and lust mixed together for her anyways. years down the road even IF you and her did get together, most likely either A-you’d have regrets about her past and second thoughts, or B-she’ll get self consious about her past and ultimately leave you for another guy who she wont tell about her whore past.
    if the sex is good, then call it what it is. you’d have a better chance of playing aloof with her and just doing random hookups and treating her right then being all needy and clingy. that type of girl wants the exact opposite of that.
    handy commando. you need to go get laid more often, by women other than hookers. your needyness is disgusting.

  5. handy commando
    9:18 am on January 7th, 2009

    Can u answer? I am wondering if it same girl… I’m like you inside… thank you…

  6. AcidScar
    8:21 pm on January 7th, 2009

    Thanks for the support…. I’m feeling much better now.

    I haven’t talk to her since the Christmas eve, she called me and we talked for few minutes it was a nice surprise.

    In the inside i want to see her again, but i decided to let everything go and continue with my life. My gf is coming by the end of this month so i will talk to her and see if our relationship is worth to be saved.

    And of course no more hookers for me. I’ve learned my lesson.

    Handy commando I’m sorry but I’m not even from the US, so there is no chance you met the same girl.

  7. handy commando
    5:35 am on January 8th, 2009

    Thankx we live in fucked up world… red/ way off with your perspective…but your right in some areas… what is really fucked up isis you could end marry a bitch and not even know it…

  8. dry mother
    12:43 pm on January 9th, 2009

    all of you shut the fuck up, you guys are fuckin hookers, you all probably got some fuckin hiv or some herps… fall for a hooker? are you fuckin retarded? here is what you should do, go to the nearest gun shop, buy a shot gun and blow your fuckin barin out you fuckin retard and as for you handy commando you should do the same god damn thing spreading the plague

  9. Elizabeth
    11:00 pm on January 9th, 2009

    This is what I’ve learned, life is pain, whether it sucks because you don’t look like you’d want, you don’t weigh what you’d like, or you just feel inadequate and not worthy of anything. In 2005 I met someone who washed all the crap of the world off me. His name is Jesus. If you would like to receive true forgiveness, go to Him. You want to experience true love, that exceeds all boundaries and boggles the mind, go to Him. You want self confidence, self love, self esteem, then go to Him. Jesus says, “Cast your cares on Me and I will sustain you.” There is no one, NO ONE else who can do what He can. He can take all your issues, problems, baggage, etc. and heal you from the inside out. He is near, just cry out for Him, for He is listening.

  10. clever egghead
    12:40 pm on January 10th, 2009

    you are a fucking retard

  11. Trie Luth
    7:42 am on January 11th, 2009

    dry mother, go fuck yourself. A hooker is a woman too, mofo.

  12. weak farmer
    3:57 pm on January 12th, 2009

    You better get tested for STDs! Even if you wore a condom. Don’t pass on something you could have contracted to your girlfriend who did nothing wrong.

  13. Internet Superhero
    8:21 pm on January 12th, 2009

    Dry Mother: Internet Superbully.

  14. Max
    7:06 am on January 13th, 2009

    Imagining what the hooker has been through, and the risks etc.. she could eventually steal all you have, who knows. But id imagine she knows how to play a guy for a fool more than most do. Personally i think on paper its a no brainer, but in your heart it sounds painful, but really, theres only one real choice you should make. Personally i think its either your girlfriend, or noone, and i would cut myself off contact with the hooker, to avoid any pain which would happen in the future whether intentional or not.

  15. The Oracle
    4:22 am on January 24th, 2009

    You guys really need to wake up. All girls should be treated with respect. Dont judge girls who work in the wholesale business. It doesnt make them filth. They are beautiful people who show kindness to men who otherwise would simply be lonely. There is a higher level of STDs among nurses than among prostitutes.

  16. RockHard14u
    9:59 pm on February 9th, 2009

    What I’m getting here is that you are revealing your inner wussy. Never ever be a wuss. This chick is playing you like a fiddle. She saw you coming a mile away. She’s the pro here, not you. “I’ve only been hooking for 3 months”??? Bull shit. Calling her over and over is a big nono. She even tried to lose you by blocking your phone number and removing her website. She was proly bein instructed what to do by her pimp. He’s no stupid fucker either. What you should have done is create desire in her so SHE would be calling YOU every day. Then you could respond with “not now, I’m busy. Maybe later” and hang up. That would have driven her completely fucking nuts. You need to learn HOW to create desire in women to make them WANT you, not you showing your needing wussy-ness to them. Stand up and be a man, dude !!!!!

  17. End time entity
    12:04 am on October 7th, 2009

    I’m glad,you’re out of that bullshit coz you cant fall in love with a whore and like ROCKHARD said,she saw you coming coz she’s been in the game and all that bullshit about just been 3 months is just a fat ass lie to lock you down.You fell coz she fucked you for free and you had no idea that was a trap.Women are ahead of men in terms of tricks and way of locking down a man and shit so you gotta be HARD to deal with these mutha fuckers and it really don’t matter whether they’re out on the street hooking or even in a matrimonial home.A bitch is a bitch.The first woman was exposed to just one man Adam but she still had to fuck around disregarding the laws of God.If Eve was able to tell God by her attitude that his laws can kiss her ass,then who is a man that is nothing?
    Our prayer daily is for God to save us from these same creatures he made coz I don’t get it.The problem we’re having on the planet today are these bitches!!!

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