I want to break up with him. I can give a list of all the ways that he’s hurt me over the past year and a half, even though he technically didn’t do anything wrong because he doesn’t know any better.
Shitty thing: My parents love him, our families adore each other and i will be fucking it up by breaking it off. We both have limited friends and it was OUR relationship that united them together to form a mutal group of friends.
I promised my mum that i wouldn’t hurt him, that i’d just turn him into a “friend” and not hurt him. I couldn’t tell her how much i DONT want to be his friend. how much i WANT to hurt him. the only thing stopping me is that i still like being around his family. and i don’t have the courage. he’s still in love with me. and after he comes back from holidays he’ll be like “wtf? what changed?”
Well I changed. I’m sick to death of him and i want to scream at the idea of him touching me ever again. I can’t take it anymore. he does it one more time and i swear to god i will blow my brains out.
12:07 pm on August 17th, 2007
#3118: PS. Oh i know i’m a bitch and a slut.
… and the other guy i fucked over the summer was a much better kisser.
2:27 pm on August 17th, 2007
#3119: This is one fucked up story.
4:11 pm on August 17th, 2007
#3120: sounds like something, someone i know wud say.
4:39 pm on August 17th, 2007
#3121: ps. dont sound so proud, u sound sleezy and being cheated on is one of the worst betrayels. but at least u know ur a bitch n a slut.
1:14 am on August 20th, 2007
#3127: why dont u just pull the trigger and blow your brains out?
1:25 am on February 4th, 2009
Sounds like you know what you want. Can’t believe you waited a year and a half. That’s not healthy.