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Im in love with a pimp. He never told me anything “slick” or lied to me to get what he wanted [I WISH I HAD ASKED] . his bestfriend was dateing my best friend so without knowing anything about him I fucked him, it was awesome. by the third time I was already addicted. I wasnt sure what to make of the relationship.

He would pick fuck me in the most passionate manner possible, then take me home. I couldnt help my self at 19 much like the sex i was falling hard and fast he was in his mid 20’s. He knew what say what to do were to touch. i have a weakness for great massages and he definately had the midas touch. After two months of the best sex ever he asked me to move in with him. i dint understand we had never officially agreed to the whole boyfrind girlfriend deal. I mean thats what i wanted but that would have been just to damn good to be true. he’s got his own money own house own car he showers everyday and he has brains. i thought it was a trick question. I thought i had enough bad experiences to know the differences between love and lust, and this was definitely love. eventually i packed my shit and went for it. I couldnt stand the thought of a broken heart again so i told my self that no matter what i was gonna do what ever it took to make this work. i cold have never prepared my self for what was next.

he had never mentioned her before and didnt say very much that day besides “oh yeah, this is old girls room” as if I was supposed to have known who the fuck “old girl” was. i applied at the gentlemans club the day before i moved in with them. the next day when he picked me up for work i trid to open the back door to put my things in the car when the window cracked and a pettite nicely manicured hand popped out. she was pretty and cool as shit. I didnt know what to do besides smile and smoke til i was to high to care about the thousand questions running through my mind . that was 4years ago. my parents love him. My grandmother even has a picture of him in her liveing room. I actually love the thought of knowing that hes fucking other girls and i know all about them rather than past relatonships when i found out about other girls the hards way. i dont think i could breath without him but how will i ever tell the people who care about me the most that I dance at a topless bar making almost 1000 dollars a day and go home and gives it all up to this pimp who i fell madly in love with way to hard & way to fast they think is simply my boyfriend. where will i start? help me please

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4 Comments

  1. fishing
    10:19 pm on January 18th, 2009

    sweetie you are way tooo young to be goin thru shyt like this. your creating you own hell! its as easy as leaving! now i dont know if hes beatn your ass and your scared to bounce but its as easy as that!!!! women do it all the time with kids from the dumby! you will hurt for a while but really ur already hurting.life is short TRUST ME! get it right early cause it dont get no easier later. when somthn/som1 makes you feel good but your ashamed…thats addiction not luv! you deserve betr. never settle!

  2. australian moon
    5:45 pm on January 24th, 2009

    quit your job and move home you do not need to tell them anything except it didnt work out

  3. amusing werewolf
    4:46 am on August 19th, 2009

    Keep ya money girl!

  4. popular professor
    6:46 am on February 4th, 2010

    it sounds like this guy doesn’t know how to appreciate you. your young and you have alot of options/opportunities available. however you just haven’t found the right man yet. when you do he will love you for who you are and you will be treated in the way you deserve. good luck for the future and i hope you find the right person.

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