I have been free from pornography and masturbation addiction for four years now through Jesus Christ. Before the Lord saved me, I thought it would be impossible to ever be free from these wicked addictions that I had. I knew what I was doing was wrong, but I refused to stop. I even knew I was going to hell, but I was convinced that even if I went to hell for my sins… it would be worth it.
That’s how depraved I was. But one day in 2005 the Lord killed something within me in the middle of a masturbation session and I’ve never been the same. The realization that I was letting my hand determine where I would spend the rest of my eternity settled on me.
I turned from my sin and put my faith in Christ as the only Savior. I’ve been free ever since, and I now try to help guys that are addicted to porn and masturbation the best way I can.
Soli Deo Gloria, “All glory to God”.
6:10 pm on June 13th, 2009
Good on you, masturbation is a bad habit and really hard to stop glad you made it!
10:36 am on June 21st, 2009
omg… YOU ARE RETARD ! Keep jackin off for god sake you getting crazy ! There’s no fucking savior, hell or heaven ! You’re just gay and you don’t admit to your self, get out and fuck someone else then your hands and maybe you won’t feel guilty anymore. You’re pathetic thinking a fucking savior made you stop jacking off for 4 years… GET A LIFE !
2:51 am on July 3rd, 2009
R-Tard, he’s the real deal. If you can’t stop masturbating, then you’re a slave to it, to sin precisely.
3:42 pm on July 3rd, 2009
Thank you for sharing, as a missionary I have found even those here on foreign fields struggle with such facets. Sometimes even with pressures are great, we have an wonderful savior who cares about all aspects of our live. keep on keeping on.
2:27 am on July 9th, 2009
Everything in moderation.
5:25 am on July 10th, 2009
hhahahahaha you americans have too much time on your hands. masturbation addiction LOLLLLLL!!! and god helped him with his masturbation problem AHAHAHAHAHAHAH what a freaking MORON.. just… just die will ya
1:21 am on July 13th, 2009
haha, you religious freaks are so weird. get a grip, there are more important things in this world than whether you jerk off or not. if this is the best confession you can come up with then you seriously need to get a life
11:36 pm on July 22nd, 2009
How he helped exacly? He sended his son and angels to fuck you whenever you were horny, or he did you the honor to come himself? We need details to know how we will save ourselfs from the deadly vibrator! You are just disgusting you should’t have even started slut, get a man to fuck you.
9:03 pm on August 4th, 2009
Yeah, have fun with mr. jesus christ you weak-minded fool.. only an ignorant idiot with lack of brain potential would turn to religion for inner resilience. considering how much fucking death it has brought to this world, you are an abomination, you are what’s wrong with this world, I hope you die a painful fucking death you big lump of cancer. you are the human embodiment of stupidity.. fucksake
7:23 pm on August 10th, 2009
Thanks for sharing your empowering story. Many God-loving men struggle with porn, an addiction so strong that we wonder if we’ll ever be free. And yes, that includes myself. I appreciate your story.
9:27 pm on August 11th, 2009
Hey Simple Robot, check out this video for encouragement.
http://blip.tv/file/1782744/
9:26 pm on August 14th, 2009
am struggling with porn and masturbation i need help
10:36 am on August 21st, 2009
You ARE joking right? Becaus if you aren’t you should shoot yourself right now, i couldn’t even bare to read all of it, makes me sick.
9:28 pm on August 31st, 2009
Hahaha… wow.
Watching people have sex on a video tape and then masturbating to the image won’t send you to hell.
That’s absolutely preposterous.
Good luck with your insanity.
2:04 am on September 3rd, 2009
How self-aggrandizing. Think about it, a savior (ruler of the universe and all within it) is taking time out of his schedule to swoop down on a tiny rock in a small galaxy, locate a half-wit, and save him from eternal damnation by helping him stop his masturbation?! lol. Yea instead of curing disease and poverty, instead of ending wars in the middle east and genocide in Africa and Sudan, GOD makes sure that he puts your masterbation problem way up on the top of his list. lol.
9:29 am on September 5th, 2009
Everything in moderation. I you “struggle” with porn, you’re justing using it to escape pain like you could do with any drug. All you have to do is let that pain surface and develop healthier ways to deal with those feelings.
9:25 pm on September 8th, 2009
If you are single, you will need god’s help if you expect to last 5 seconds next time you meet someone.
Depriving you of what you really wanted at the time. Saviour indeed. You repent for normality, i guess someone has to.
2:41 pm on September 10th, 2009
Sounds like someone is addicted to God.
Faced with the choice of being addicted to an imaginary friend or self gratification with zero chance of STDs. Easy choice.
10:45 pm on September 25th, 2009
I am so burdened by the wickedness in the heart’s of men/women that it sends deep, unspeakable pain into my spirit. Oh God, thank you for this man’s testimony. I had no idea, no idea how wicked the heart of man was until I saw this site. People are so cruel, but I know that Satan is behind the wickedness of the reprobate mind. Thank you God for salvation and for my brothers and sisters who continue to witness in the midst of heavy persecution. Thank you that we overcome the devil by the Word of God and by our testimonies.
These people come to this site to confess their wicked deeds, but to whom. Why do they confess? It is because they know that the wickedness they do will be judged. They are without excuse. If only they would turn from their wicked ways and come to Jesus Christ. But they love their evil deeds, they love darkness instead of life. That is why they reject you and cling to that which You abhor. They are murderers and thieves, mockers, and rebels. And you died for them, You gave up everything for them. What is man God that you are mindful of us? That You love us. This. I can never fully grasp a love so deep that its willing to sacrifice this much. But I thank you for it with every fiber of my heart anyway. Thank you God for Your endless Love. In Jesus Name, Amen.
1:55 am on September 27th, 2009
Christ is just an ancient kiddy fucker Niya, he can save and judje noone so relax ok?-.-
8:12 pm on September 29th, 2009
You are a pathetic excuse for a human being. It’s people like you who completely ruin the name and privacy of religion, shove it down other peoples throats, and put a bad name on everything in human nature. I hope you choke on it. You corrupt the natural instinct and ignore urges meant to be satisfied, otherwise you get sickening results like thoughts of rape towards all ages. And how do you expect the average teenager will feel if you were to tell him that the ‘devil’ is the reason he wants to masturbate, and that he shouldn’t? He’s going to feel horrible, and not only that, but will eventually develop light, and in the worst case major psychological disorders. Just because you had a lonely life doesn’t mean everyone else in the world is wrong too.
8:27 pm on September 29th, 2009
Sir if god didn’t want you to use it why would he give you a penis? Just a thought
3:38 pm on October 25th, 2009
My Buttocks are sore…
5:17 pm on November 2nd, 2009
Success breeds hate, iCare. Remember that and stand for what you believe in.
5:20 pm on November 2nd, 2009
Also remember to specify a name on this site… “useless rapist”? my goodness
9:54 pm on November 6th, 2009
Thank you for sharing, question to all those that have placed wicked and abusive commen to this man for sharing his testimony.
Why do you place such hate at a mans success ? You insult him because he believes in One greater than us, because what he believes you have chosen not to. I hear him say no slanderous words towards you, yet you who are not in a position to judge, place judgement on him. Blessed are those who put they’re faith in Jesus Christ and those who don’t believe and cling to the Knowledge of this world will be made to look foolish.
I pray for you because you don’t know what you are saying.
God Bless x
3:12 pm on May 10th, 2010
this is interesting..
So, according to the satanist’s comments, the devil is supposedly the cause of masturbation. I’m guessing the devil influences us to do bad things subconsciously… like wanking right? Haha
So judging from all the mean, angry, nasty responses this guy got for seemingly.. nothing, and all the cheering i’d get for my nasty confessions, then if i got this right, if there was such a thing as the devil, it’d be influencing all these wouldnt it now?
Hmmm.. Intemeresting!
From a neutral perspective, one would be drawn to the other side then. This guy seems to be onto sth with giving up masturbation.
What do you do with all that spare time though? Do you miss wanking? Do you feel a difference??
3:15 pm on May 10th, 2010
actually, how did you/ Jesus do it?? How exactly? What happened?
Details man..!
6:52 pm on June 15th, 2010
good for you. i am on the same path as you. he has today freed me of my addiction the same was as in you
1:41 pm on July 16th, 2010
this is retarded, the poster of this confession loves to suck jesus christs cock while taking dog dick up his ass, hes a little faggot who likes eating the corpses of rotting baby cats, he looks up at jesus and says will this make my life better? jesus says ”yes my son, suck on my dick while a dog pounds ur ass my little whore” FUCKING GONNA GO GET MY ASS BUTTFUCKED BY MY DAD NOW BYYYEEEE
9:05 pm on May 11th, 2011
DUMBOHEAD, I don’t understand why you’ve chosen to put so much hate in your comment. Your anger must be stemming from something. Did the original poster offend you by saying that Jesus freed him of his masturbation addiction? Does that fact hurt you or bother you? If so, why? I’m actually very curious, because I don’t understand why you would go off on someone for explaining their story.
11:01 pm on July 16th, 2011
please stop ssaying he s dumb&&stuff.jeses really DID die on the cross 4 us&&he DID do miricales,this is just 1 of the many miricales! yu should believe him! this is why the world i falling apart! stuid ppl who dont believe gd,jesus,or the vrgin mary!their punishing us!as to the confesse,good job! i 2 do the same,but i stopped watching porn but contiues masturbatin=( may god bless you all! caz he luvs us all,good or bad,believers or not. watever it iz he LOVES US ALL! all the non-believers can noe they will get punished! btw-there is heaven and hell! most of youll haters will go tto hell if god chooses not 2 forgive yu on judgement day!-GOD BLESS,BYE
11:03 pm on July 16th, 2011
&&&Niya speaks-yu are TRUE! GOD BLESS YOU!
11:46 am on November 4th, 2013
If you don’t believe in jesus then its ur problems u sons and daughters of snake generation. Congratulation brother for winning the battle coz them still struggling with it.