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It’s the same deal every few days… I download videos that just about every rational person thinks (or at least supposedly thinks) that nobody should have (underage sex, incest, gratuitous violence, etc.) I get off on having something I shouldn’t have, then delete it, and tell myself that I should never do that again.
When the doorbell rings, if I’m not expecting somebody, I become momentarily afraid that some form of law enforcement has found proof of the things I’ve watched, and could somehow retrieve them from my computer.
Most people believe I am one of the safe people… The kind of guy that you could leave your children with, and not worry… What would they do if they knew?
8:40 am on November 13th, 2009
hey, we all have our secrets. Nobody’s perfect.
9:17 am on November 14th, 2009
yep, the internet is cool
10:13 pm on November 14th, 2009
They are watching you my friend..When they come knocking on your door your entire hardrive can be scanned. Even deleted files can be retrieved very easily with software found on the net for free. Imagine what the authorities can do? You …matey are a sitting duck…just waiting for that knock on the door where they will find you sitting in a pile of filth. Hee hee..I hope they find you….
5:39 am on November 17th, 2009
dude i do the same thing….if you were way into it you would have a running collection, but its just the thrill not the content that gets you off
5:39 am on November 24th, 2009
i do the same thing,i download tons of pics,then after i mbate,i delete them,and other people think i m a nice guy and does not do such stuff,i tell myself to stop but i cant do it,i immideatly minimize the window with the pics of hot chicks when somebody enters my room,and i feel the same thing you think,i think what if the people at the internet provider office are watching what m i doing.
2:33 am on November 27th, 2009
feels good , man
7:31 pm on November 27th, 2009
You are all disgusting freaks. Imagine your mother watching you through a peephole in the wall, fiddling with your bits, gawping at underage girls. God you all disgust me. Yes, you all are being watched….ISP’s have been watching traffic for a while now and its all ‘LOGGED’…You will all get your door busted open by the pedo police, your computers and xternal Hdrives confiscated, analized and your lives will end.
The Holy Ghost is watching you….Always.
11:46 pm on December 22nd, 2009
Fagggit ass niggas
12:21 pm on January 10th, 2010
Watch it as long as you like. You maybe a pervert, but you are a nice pervert. And as long as it is that way, fine. 🙂
11:33 pm on January 10th, 2010
I understand. I am afraid of the same thing. And I’m a lawyer! My career, life, family would be over.
karen
2:16 pm on May 27th, 2010
Yeah, I have a similar problem. Well I am very careful to never view anything underage, but I download female domination porn all the time. I am male. Frankly I am not ashamed to be aroused by cunnilingus and that’s not perverted at all, but being aroused by images of beating, whipping, and electric shocks is not normal, and what I would be most ashamed about is not the fact that I am aroused per se, but the fact that I actively seek this material.
I too am probably seen as someone who is very safe to leave children with, and in fact I am, and people actually often left children with me. But if the parents found out one way or another about my fetishes, that might completely change their opinion of me.
I work in the computer field, and my fetish has already had a negative influence on my career. In my region, there is only one big ISP, and they had a job opening for which I was qualified. I did not dare apply because I had been their client for years, and I was afraid they would view the list of web pages I visited if I applied to the company. (Of course that would be against privacy laws and all that, but still,
from some people who work there, I know it is very easy for technical employees there to obtain the list of websites a particular subscriber has viewed.)
I started using the hidemyass anonymizer with ssl encryption recently, unfortunately it is too late now,
and I don’t know how long I should wait before being sure that the data of my browsing history has been erased, or deleted, or archived.
I am not at all afraid of the cops, I did nothing illegal, I am just afraid of the shame In my opinion my fantasies are more ridiculous than horrible, but still I wouldn’t like people to know about them.
Come to think of it, that could be the inspiration of a good blackmail femdom fantasy 😀
6:49 pm on June 15th, 2010
my opinion is you find another hobby because who cares if you go to jail? god is watching and that is all that matters
6:54 pm on September 7th, 2010
Ya, the religious freaks(Devout Catholics) need to get off this site. I’m a Christian and noone is going to hell for watching porn. Hell is only reserved for the one’s who disbelieve in God/Jesus.
As for the porn, the only illegal one I see there is the underage. Just don’t watch underage and your good.
Oh and for the idiot that said everything is “logged”. Your a class a moron. I’m training to become a federal agent and I’ll have you know that we don’t have enough servers to “log” every single file that’s downloaded off the internet. We monitor the internet and if a white flag goes off we make an arrest. Eberything is not logged. That’s impossible!
5:40 pm on April 29th, 2011
Logic is right. With Hundreds of Millions of people looking at billions and billions of sites and pages every single day, it’s impossible to save all that data. Even if it were possible it’ll take them years to analyze it.
I got rules, like NEVER download underage images to my computer. The back ups will still remain if you download and delete. The only way to make sure the authorities don’t find it is to destroy your hard drive if you got time or reformat it and reinstall windows might work (no promises on the latter).
A legal loop-hole is look at Nudists/Naturalists websites that legally posts nudes of underage (for now). Just got to use your imagination from there.
7:35 pm on July 4th, 2011
Dirty fuckers. Why dont you just throw shit at people in burkas?…….Much more fun..