I’ve fallen out of love with him. I don’t know if it’s guilt or what, but now i cant be around him. I dont like him touching me anymore. When he kisses me, my stomach churns. I dont know how i’ll ever be able to have sex with him again. And everything I once thought was cute or endearing annoys me.
I’ve been with him for such a long time, I dont know where I end and he begins. Our whole lives revolve around each other. Our friends all are friends. Our families are inseperable. I dont want to break up the life that we have. Everyone thinks we’re perfect together. Except me.
I’m crumbling it all from within. I’m trying to act like nothing’s wrong. I’m trying to think that it’s just a passing thing, that I will fall back in love with him again. But I can’t. It’s just me.
2:15 pm on April 21st, 2010
Why are you staying with him then? To not humiliate him? Trust me, unfortunately I’ve been in a similar situation-I stayed with a guy I had been with 10 months (even though I felt so miserable in the relationship) just so I wouldn’t add another ‘failed’ relationship to the list-sad, I know! But learn from other people’s mistakes!
2:16 pm on April 21st, 2010
Why are you staying with him then? To not humiliate him? Trust me, unfortunately I’ve been in a similar situation-I stayed with a guy I had been with 10 months (even though I felt so miserable in the relationship) just so I wouldn’t add another ‘failed’ relationship to the list-sad, I know! But learn from other people’s mistakes!