Confession Point

When you must confess!

I want him, I want to live with him, I wan to spend the rest of my live with him, I want to marry him.

One thing is standing in our way. My religion, I can’t be with a guy of a different faith, but I love him more than anything, and I’m starting to reject my religion more and more. He’s not against my religion and he never brings up the discussion of our religious difference negatively. But he doesn’t know It’s not allowed.

And it doesn’t help that we live 400 miles away from each other, and are only 15 and 17.

Sometimes I think he loves more than I love him.

Don’t get me wrong, I love him with all my heart, but maybe…just maybe, he’s got a bigger heart than I do.

I feel bad, I feel guilty, we have “I love you more” competitions and I’m always telling him I love him more, yet…I’m not so sure I do. :(((

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3 Comments

  1. no one :(
    11:23 am on February 1st, 2009

    let me tell you i hate religions.
    i was a christian but now i don’t believe anymore.
    we are humans and need to do things, but religions are in the way…
    love should not be stopped, not even by religions or what the others might think of us…
    i don’t know exactly if that relationship would have consequences for you in your life or family, but you have to follow your heart and listen to what it says…
    i hope you will be happy with your choice and don’t feel guilty if you think he loves you more than you love him……to me it really sounds you love him a lot.

  2. KK
    7:15 pm on February 2nd, 2009

    Maybe he would be happy to convert! Communicate your feelings together on this matter and try to integrate a common solution. Communicate, Integrate, and BE the Solution!

    “Be the change you wish to see in the world!”

    P.S. FYI: I know an elder who’s only regret in life was they let a Love go because of family and religion…so sad, since all the people who were against them are still married(probably unhappy with that rigid thinking) and my friend is still alone due to never being able to find another “One”. Think about who will be consistently by your side at ALL the important points in your life. As much as family loves you, they have their own lives and their own loves and eventually everyone dies.

    Please watch the movie: The Notebook

  3. acid step-mother
    12:01 am on February 4th, 2009

    God is Love… don’t let religion stand in your way. 🙂

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