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i am a 13 year old girl who has brown eyes and dark brown straight hair i get called an emo, ring girl ect ect.. i want to kill myself in front of my class just to tell them how much pain they have caused im gonna plan my sucidal note soon.

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28 Comments

  1. Candace
    12:55 am on November 8th, 2009

    sweetie, please dont! death isnt the answer~

  2. Ali
    1:57 pm on November 10th, 2009

    You’ve lived all of thirteen years, and you probably remember clearly only the past 7 or 8. What I mean to say is that there is a great abundance to life, and what you’ve been exposed to so far is, believe me, less than a speck of dust compared to an entire mountain of diversity. I don’t mean to belittle your problems, they’re present and real, and undoubtedly hurt you a great deal. It really sucks, getting called names, being belittled, demeaned, and abused. But, you know, it’s in your power to make a change for yourself! And there are a few people who you WILL definitely meet who will get you, and who you’ll be able to connect to at a level you probably haven’t experienced yet. It’s these friendships, relationships, and insights that you’ll get as you grow that are really what is important in life, and I personally, without even knowing you, would hate to lose the unique view point of life that you bring! If you don’t want to reconsider, then please at least think of postponing your decision, because once you’ve gone there’s no coming back. If you ever want to discuss anything, please comment back!

  3. conscious burglar
    9:08 am on November 14th, 2009

    I wanted to kill myself too when I was 15. Now I regret not doing it because my life pretty much turned to crap and as hard as I try, I keep getting dealt bad hands. Some people just have shitty lives and it’s not always their fault because we’re born into a shitty world. People can fucking suck. I’d suggest sticking around a little longer though. At 13, things can turn around pretty quickly. And don’t do it in front of class… that’s horrible.

  4. Boo
    11:35 am on November 14th, 2009

    babe, please try and get these thought outs of your ehad, when i was 15 i took loads of tablets in class and bsicaly knocked myself out, i survived and the tourments from my class mates got worse, you thinkign about killing yourself is just gunna make them think you are emo, why not try a different look, ask for new hair cut, maybe that way the teasing will stop, or if that dont work just ignor them or tell someone within the group ow you feel, just please dont hurt yourself

  5. alphabet
    5:29 pm on November 14th, 2009

    don’t.

    trust me, you’ve already seen through the bullshit and are so much better off than everyone else in that class. in a few years you’ll find up some real cool shit about the world, things most people never even consider.

    you are not brainwashed – hang onto that.
    the people who call you names are really just exposing themselves as fools and cowards – they contribute nothing, so ignore them.

    ask questions, think for yourself, but don’t bail out yet – it get so much better.

    magick, angel.

  6. Toey
    8:11 pm on November 14th, 2009

    You are not alone in your feelings. Many of us have been there. Life can be a roller coaster, but the good times make the bad times worthwhile. I was going through a bad time a few years ago and a very wise fellow said to me “This too shall pass.” and he was right, it did. When I look back on my life the bad times were so overwhelming at the time, but they all eventually passed. I think of the laughs, the good times, the friends I made and the experiences I had. I am glad I didnt throw it all away.

    If You dont get yourself out of the dark feelings you have, you owe it to yourself to speak to someone who will help you through whatever you are going through. Speak to a family member, or a doctor or even a friend. Dont give up! hang in there. It gets better.

  7. Jesus
    10:16 pm on November 14th, 2009

    My bum is sore

  8. aka The F***** Doc
    5:10 am on November 16th, 2009

    In childhood I was constantly picked on by everyone including my so-called backstabber friends- and these types I always seemed to attract even though I was always sincere to them, then I had the worst toughest adolescence anyone could go through- intensely self-conscious, painfully shy (and I’m a dude btw), no friends etc. etc. And now I STILL suffer from OCD, depression (started at age 13, took zoloft and paxil at age 15 to age 19 or so which, pardon my language, f***** up my brain and gave me a nervous breakdown when I started university, and then the f****** drug companies pulled it off AFTER I took these and I was only 16- what the hell??- wasn’t MY safety important???!!!), anyways I also suffer from
    social anxiety/extreme self consciousness and hence loneliness, ongoing porn addiction (which makes me feel terrible about myself) but that I have trouble kicking and have had panic attacks in the past-and these were so bad that I felt like someone suddenly holding a gun to my head out of the blue for no reason 3X in my life thus far- so bad that I’d rather die- but I didn’t! I have wanted to end my life so many times in the past I can’t even tell you- my life is been so gnawingly torturous and painful and I have so much anger inside at all the sh** that I have to bear- but suicide is not the answer- because if you do that- it makes you a coward- look at everytihing I’ve been through kid, you’re 13??? I got 13 extra years on you ok??? And there is no way you’re problems are worse than mine, so if I can make it through them, why can’t you? You know what after all the shyt I’ve been through, (and after suffering 3 crushing heartbreaks all of which I thought were the “one” and failing classes in uni b/c of my OCD- at which point I thought my life is over cause I can’t even do my science degree)I got admitted to medical school!!!!- so you see, STAY ALIVE AND THING’S CHANGE AROUND! I’ve controlled my conditions to an extent, but still the OCD flares up sometimes badly. You gotta hold your head up high, no matter what.. if not for you, at least do it for your mother and father who care so much about you…

    Please don’t try hurting yourself, if you think you might then CALL A SUICIDE HOTLINE, I’m NOT JOKING!:

    Here’s one: 1-800-SUICIDE (1-800-784-2433)

    I sincerely hope and pray you feel better, and rmeember God is always there to listen to you even if the whole world is against you…

  9. Michele
    4:23 pm on November 16th, 2009

    Don’t do it!!! High school is such a small part of life, even though right now it seems so big. There is so much more to life than high school and when you finally get out into the real world nobody really cares how you dress or how your hair or makeup looks. I work with all kinds of people-straight, gay, rockers, stoners, kickers, emos and let me tell you- it doesn’t matter to anyone how you dress or do your hair! In the real world people don’t have time to be bothered with things like that. That’s the thing about high school- all those kids that pick on you have nothing better to do with their lives than to pick on other people and you want to know the main reason that they do it? It’s to make themselves feel better. EVERYONE in high school is self-consious even the cheerleaders, the jocks, the preps, and the in crowd! And guess what???? Once you graduate no one cares that you were a cheerleader or a jock in high school because in the real world it doesn’t MATTER! I know it doesn’t seem that way now but that is the way it is. As long as YOU know what kind of person you are that’s all that matters! Hang in there because things do get better. Besides, think how devestated your parents would be if you did something like that. Do you really want to hurt them like that??? As a parent myself I don’t think I could bear it if one of my children did something like that. Remember- you are and will always be their little girl. Please, think about it because suicide is not the answer!!!!

  10. pervert shoemaker
    10:44 pm on November 17th, 2009

    Please feel better .. you sound very cute .. life changes a lot after your teens.. you’ll see.. lots of people who were unhappy in school end up just fine.. wait and see!

  11. Jim
    6:10 pm on November 19th, 2009

    Don’t do it. You have so much to live for.

  12. hot4teacher
    10:33 pm on November 22nd, 2009

    OMG don’t do it!! My husband of 8 years got drunk, depressed, and blew his brains out as I tried to wrestle the gun away from him. It ruined the lives of myself and my daughter, and everyone else who loved him. He was 40 years old. But age doesn’t matter. I know what it feels like to be so miserable in high school or middle school. But I promise, it WILL get better. And someday you can help someone too. Even if you have to drop out of your school and go to a different type of school, (online, etc.) do what you have to do….because suicide is one mistake you can never take back.

  13. young shooter
    6:16 pm on November 25th, 2009

    get that out of your head…
    use a gun, it will help

  14. Gerard Way
    4:36 pm on January 7th, 2010

    DO IT.

  15. death is painful....so is life (SEX!)
    4:58 pm on January 7th, 2010

    I just found out that I LOVE SEX! My daddy popped my cherry and then he and my two brothers have been having sex with me for the past 4 months! I started having sex with ALL the boys at school and the three janitors too! I had a BIG sex party over new years weekend and I fucked and sucked 43 boys and men!!!

    Now that I’ve found SEX I don’t feel the need to kill myself in front of my whole class or anywhere else.

  16. biotic persona
    5:12 am on January 11th, 2010

    HEY.

    instead of killing yourself, which will probably shock them for like 3 months and then you’ll be forgotten by all except your poor grieving family.
    you should take control. and turn it around
    come back next school year as a new person and try again!

    your life is going to change so much in the next few years. 13 was shit for me, i hated it too. but instead of kill myself i made myself into a fucking badass and really had fun after about 16- fuck those people who put you down. they’re really not worth it. if you kill yourself, they take everything from you. dont give them that. be strong!

  17. Supreme Being
    1:08 am on February 1st, 2010

    Listen Young One

    I know everything and Something tells me you are gonna be very important in the future. They tease you now in an effort to hurt you to feel good about themselves because inside they feel like shit. Don’t stoop to their level and harm yourself in any way to prove a point. Your better than them. Your special. Fuck them and do your own thing you don’t need these people anyway your already great.

  18. sightless teenager
    5:01 pm on March 6th, 2010

    why kill yourself?

    kill your class

  19. humble broker
    12:43 pm on March 22nd, 2010

    do it

  20. hahaha
    7:53 pm on July 9th, 2010

    take a bag of shit to class and start fucking eating it and stareing everyone in the face like >=D with fucking shit covered mouth and scream THE TASTE IS STINK. than u wont be called emo

  21. LOL CATS
    1:13 pm on July 16th, 2010

    why not murder everyone in school with a gun. it will make ur life good. dont stop there either, eat their corpses and than wait about 2 hours and than shit them out and feed it to a dog, than throw the dog into a microwave, than after the dog blows up. eat everything in the mic, than after 2 hours shit it out again, put it into a blender and than bury it in a desert. than get a nuke from the government and fire it at the desert

  22. chris
    9:41 pm on October 27th, 2010

    Please Before you Do.. Think of others Like me for Example , im Sex Starved , im 39 and Never Been Fucked !

    I have been Molested , I have Been Sucked , but ive never had sex with a girl , or Seince i was 17. And im 39 now.

    So Think of guys like us.

    I want to have sex, and Like blow jobs, in a few more years you would love to as well.

    Suicide is not as easy as it Sounds.

    I have Many Guns, and i had a Gun to my Head Sevreal Times, Including once , Loaded , yes pulled the Trigger to find i had a Miss Fire ! Argg !

    I cant do that again. And Pills is also not the way to go.

    Trust me what can be that bad?

    If any One has had a bad Life , i think mine takes the cake.

    Locked up at 17 for 5 years for trying to have sex with 15 year old girl , gets out gets locked up by parents , than trys to move onto life , than gets in a acdent and injured, beyond repair , and than forced to live at folks home over income problems and disability.

    And still Sex Starved.

    Yah something to think about, is your Life Worse?

    Please Ill help you if u help me. For i can pull the trigger , could you do same for me?

  23. someguy
    8:16 pm on November 3rd, 2010

    don’t listen to anybody telling you to do it, please. think about how that will effect your family. also, don’t kill any of your class mates, thats just dumb. if they are honesly that abusive show them by beating the shit out of them. don’t kill anybody, including your self. your life will get better. just because one group of people are ass holes doesn’t mean we all are. please, for your family don’t kill yourself over a group of ass holes.

  24. Quicktiger
    6:03 pm on November 28th, 2010

    Trust me it’s not the worst , life will try to bring you down tim and again but you jus gotta know that the only person that can stop it is you yourself , so jus think what’ll happen when you do it ? will anyone understand it ? I don’t think so , they’ll think you were a psycho weirdo , the only way you can prove em wrong is by becomin better than em so that when they see you , they burn

    PS. you’re hot , are you single ?

  25. friendly spirit
    8:50 am on January 9th, 2011

    hgj

  26. humorous killer
    12:25 am on January 15th, 2011

    the night is dark jist before the
    don and the don is comming

  27. LOL CATS REBORN
    8:22 pm on March 10th, 2011

    look here sweetheat, you gotta shit out logs once and a while, right onto floors of cats. if you do this, you might TAKE BIG FLOPPY TERDY CORN DUMPS xD DO IT >=D. SHIT GOING ON THE WALLS YALLS, TAKE THE TIME, MAKE THE ERHYME, INTO THE GUTTER, YO YO, INTO THE GUTTER OF AN ELEPHANT DANCER, INTO THE GUTTER…YO YO, INTO THE CAT OF THE UNKNOWN, THIS HERE IS MA RAP, NIGGA MA RAP, NIGGA PLZ…INTO THE GUTTA. TIME FOR A CHANGE, THROW DEM HANDS INTO THE ELEPHANT, THROW THEM HANDS UP INTO DA MOTHA FUCKIN ELEPHANT TESTICLES, YOOO, WHAT WHAT, REPRESENTING THE SIDE OF A GIRAFFE DICK, THIS HERE IS THE ONE AND ONLY RAP, YO YO, INTO THE JUNGLE EATING RHINO CRAP, RAPPING BOUT CRAP HUNTING, CHICKABOWBOWCHICKACHICKA BOW BOW, YO, BREAK A CACTUS THROW IT OUT THE WINDOW, STICK IT UP YOUR BUM BUM, NOW YOU A DUMB DUMB…..yoooooooooooo, IT TIIIIIIME TO GOOOOOO SINGING THIS SOOOOONG FOR YOOOOO, TAKE A TERD ON MY NEIGHBOURS LAAAAAAAWN, TAKE A TERD ONTO…yooooooour……froooOOooOOooooont…….laaaaaaaaaaaaAaaaaaaaaaAAAAaaaaawn.

    p.s fuck you

  28. cbrezy
    2:35 am on July 25th, 2011

    sometimes i feel like killing my self or that im not good enough for anyone to love m e . i know how youu feel but just dont do it . im 13 too

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