Facts: 23/Female 6’3″/145 Auburn hair, brown eyes, great skin, big lips, and a perfect smile.
My Reality: Everywhere I go people stop and stare, point and whisper, laugh when I walk by, smirk when I wear heels, come up to me and tell me how tall I am (like I don’t know!), basically make me feel like I should be in the circus!! Why do people do that.. make me feel ugly and insecure?? Why is being tall a bad thing?Better yet, why can’t a woman with my height where heels without everyone making me feel like I am a fucking joke??
Seriously, I just can’t wrap my head around it anymore.. and sadly, its working, keeping me staying inside day after day, avoiding big groups of people, alienating myself from those around me, wearing big baggy clothing so people cant see the real me… i wish someone could see me right now and my tears of rejection.
well, literary, my confession is regarding my sexuality. i am a lesbian. my family and friends doesn’t anything about my sexual orientation. i am currently in love with a girl, but i can’t confess my feelings to her cause i am afraid of rejection. i hope someday, i will be able to tell everyone i know that i am gay, and be proud of it.
Hi, my name is *@#($*&!@#(*$* and I have the biggest crush on this girl. She is cute, and funny, but here is the thing. She is like 5 or 6 inches taller than me. I come from a short family, but am still taller than most of my siblings. Now, at first, I was intimidated by her, now, I don’t really care. I try not to fantasize about her because I respect her too much, but sometimes I just let my thoughts wander away from me. She is like a sister, but not really. I told her how I feel, and she turned me down. Every now and then I joke around with and do the whole big yawn and put my arm around her, but then we just laugh about it. She can be bossy sometimes though, but still, she is nice, and funny, and beautiful.
I am not the best looking person, I’m the kind of guy that is comfortable around girls and likes to be friends with them, but not for the wrong reasons. This is probably a mistake, confessing this, but I don’t care, it helps get it off my chest. She is nice and likes to come over occasionally, but…………. she will be moving soon, I just wish that I could tell her how I really feel. NOW, don’t get me wrong, I’m 15 and most likely do not know what love is, but the way I feel about her (I’m a guy by the way), it may be love. I am one of those kids who thinks about nothing but sex, and whenever I see her, I see her long brown hair, her blue/brown/green eyes, and her face, it is so beautiful. Ah well, I guess that nothing will happen, but, I daydream about her leaving, me getting on my bike and riding off into the sunset to be a loner. I know that this won’t happen, but oh well.
So there’s this girl, and I like her. Everyone tells me to get with her but I am nervous to ask her because I am afraid of rejection. She’s so pretty though. I think I love her
I love my man and i have allways enjoyed giving oral to him soo much. The problem is I am self-conscious and I was pretty sure I was awful at it. So I kept on insultinghim and insinuating that I disliked it, I guess so that he would not bag on me. He has had a history of experience with women and he is the only man I have had any experiences with. By the way were both pretty young. Now as a result he wont let me give him oral and it has affected our relationship on so many emotional and “physical” areas. I told him the truth about it all but he thinks I am lying and wont bother with me at all saying he doesnt want to go through the same shit again. I feel that I have rejeted him in a bad way and offended him. Nothing I say or do helps. I want to satisfy his “urges” but that is completely off limits and my very sugestion angers him. I know I deserve the rejection he is giving me. Now everything is messed up and all I do is try to fix things. My confssion is that I want one of those “easy” buttons from those tv comercials but yet still I dont because this experience has allowed me to open up to him on so many levels even though it seems he doesnt belive me in any of them.
I have a crush on a lotta people but too shy they will reject!
