Confession Point

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My friend’s husband is a pervert that raped me. I hate his very essence and want him to suffer like he made me suffer.

He always commented on how he loved my breasts because they’re 36Ds and his wife’s are barely filling an “A” cup but she is BEAUTIFUL, inside and out. Well one time I was over to their home. He was not there, at first. Her mother called, needing a ride to pick up a prescription. My friend asked me to stay at her home while her newborn was sleeping. I agreed. I thought the perverted JERKWAD wouldn’t be home any time soon because he’s always out, fucking anything with a pussy. Well, he unlocks the front door, comes into the den and looks at me all surprised. He noticed that his wife’s car was not there so he asked me where she was. I told him that she left to take her mom somewhere. He comes over to me, really close and says, “oh so we’re all alone now!” He grabs at my shirt and sort of yanks it down, exposing my breasts. He sorta lets out this moan and tries to bury his face between them. I pushed him away, called him every cussword I knew and tried to ease past him. I thought my words would piss him off and he’d leave me alone.

WRONG. Turned him on even more. He grabs at me and slams me so hard to the floor that the wind was knocked out of me. He straddles me, bends down and starts licking all on my neck. I was terrified and begged him to stop and reminded him that his baby was in the other room asleep. His exact words were, “I’m trying to make a baby with you!” He raises my shirt above my head, pulls my bra up to the collar bone and starts suckling my breasts. This guy is muscular and tall and VERY strong. I always thought when women said they couldn’t get someone off of them they weren’t trying hard enough. Now I understand. Anyway, I prayed for my friend to walk in and catch him in the act. She didn’t. He raped me that night, violently. His penis was so huge…my god how do women handle that? I felt like he was ripping me apart. And he moaned and moaned and commented on how tight my “snapper” was and how he fantasized about doing this to me. I mean he actually was enjoying himself while I cried, pleaded and begged for him to stop. It made me sick. I wish he would hurry up but he didn’t. He took his time and he ejaculated inside of me and when he did, he tried to put all of himself inside of me, which (later on finding out) did something to my cervix and I believe tilted my uterus. I wanted to die right there. I was so sore and hurt that I thought I would die.

I didn’t know what to do. When he was finished, he said that if I thought of telling I might as well forget about it because she’d never believe me, which was true. He can do no wrong in her eyes.

I wondered where she was at and secretly blamed this on her. Why the hell would it take so long to go to Walgreens???!!!!!! I wasn’t there when she came back. As soon as he got off of me and I put my tattered clothing back on, I was out of there.

When I walked out of that house, I could feel his semen seeping out of me and into my panties. Makes me sick just thinking about it. I didn’t end up pregnant and thank god for no STDs but mentally and emotionally I am totally fucked up. When I got home I took a shower, I know I shouldn’t have but I had no intention on reporting it. I noticed that I had some blood in my panties along with some semen. My neck had purplish blotches on it, which were hickeys. My nipples were raw from him sucking them so hard. My stomach was cramped up and I bled all night. I went to the doctor the next day. She asked me if I had been assaulted because of how my cervix looked but I denied it. I just wanted it to all go away. But it hasn’t!

My friend did call me the next day and asked why I left and I simply said I left because he came home. I’ve been trying to forget this but I can’t because he still harrasses me and still says lewd things. I want it to stop!!!! He has ruined my life. I no longer have a boyfriend and I don’t want to have sex ever again.

I have all but stopped going over to my friend’s house because he’s there and he still harrasses me. I have changed my home number and cell many times but he always manages to find it. Why can’t this idiot just leave me alone? Why mess with me?

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20 Comments

  1. energetic professor
    5:45 am on December 2nd, 2006

    #1328: You should report this to the police right away! Go to youre nearest police station and file a complain. Don’t be scared!

  2. medical ant
    12:27 am on December 7th, 2006

    #1332: I feel bad for you. Yeh, you should report to police.

  3. important step-mother
    5:21 pm on December 31st, 2006

    #1490: I would be inclined to get some of the "Date Rape" drugs and use them myself… on him! When he’s passed outinvite my newly found and very gay guy friends over for some lovin. We’re not talking about a weenie roast either!
    The other thing that I would consider is that she may have been set-up by her friend. He may be hurting her friend during sex and the only way she can keep him off of her is for him to get other women.

  4. joe
    6:35 am on January 12th, 2007

    #1558: set him up to get raped by a gay bloke would be a good one and then get his chopper chopped would be best.
    Report it, it is the only answer, people like that should be locked up. Sex is a lovely act when done properly and perverted rapist should be loacked up.

  5. The Libertine
    11:43 am on February 15th, 2007

    #1865: All felonies short of murder have a statute of limitations of seven years. That means you have seven years from when it happened to get him for it! Go back to your doctor, tell them the truth, and get a new doctor’s report. Go to a psyciatrist and confess about it, get professional testimony. If you still have the clothes, or anything from it, gather it up…build your case, once you have everything you can, head to the police department! You’ll be surprised how much your friend will believe you when he’s being taken away in handcuffs!

  6. Don't like guys like that.
    11:47 am on March 30th, 2007

    #2600: I HATE GUYS LIKE THAT!!!!!! REPORT IT ASAP!!!! Unless you already have because this was in 2006. BUT STILL, WHO CAN DO THAT S**T TO WOMEN!!! MAKES ME SICK!!!

  7. concerned reader
    9:04 am on June 15th, 2007

    #2891: i also think you should go to the police, there must be some way to use this post as evidence maybe.

  8. NotConcerned
    11:53 am on November 13th, 2007

    #3839: you were obviously asking for it. Relax, it was probably the best sex you’re going to have for quite some time. Just enjoy the "afterglow"

  9. cheap mouse
    8:34 pm on April 22nd, 2008

    #4492: the scum sucking piece of shit needs to die hes probably done it to other women/girls aswell you must report it. go to a shrink i a guy connot stand scum sucking pieces of shit like that they all deserve to DIE

  10. Anonymous
    2:41 pm on December 14th, 2008

    A couple of comments. Firstly when being raped the female anatomy does not respond with openness but with defensiveness. Which is why it he would seem so ‘big’ and he would say you had a ‘tight snapper’. Your body was simply protecting itself though this sicko interpreted this rape respond as being something positive.

    Secondly, You should tell or email your friend. A simple comment that your husband attacked or raped you one night will do wonders. Tell the truth because he’s raping other women too. Or alternatively spread the word around the community as shaming in a community setting is very powerful tool.

    It is fear that these people use to control their environments. Truth removes being frightened.

    The truth is the truth. It’s nothing personal, nor is it your fault for telling it. It’s simply what happened. When the truth is revealed the world adjusts to it.

    The key is to state the truth without fanfare. As the truth requires no drama. You can state it in a matter of fact sort of way like: “This is simply what happened.” Removing the emotion from it will help you remove the drama and you worrying about getting lost in it.

    Thirdly it’s important to remember that you gave him nothing, yes he physically attacked you but it is the act of giving and receiving from a loving partner where the true gift of intimacy lies. So yes he stole something from you but DON’T mistake that for what you might give to a loving partner. It’s the difference between sandpaper (rape) and a rose (intimacy). Don’t mistake that sandpaper experience for what you can only truly ‘give’ to someone else. You still have a rose garden still available to give to whom you want when you see that 🙂

    Hope that helps.
    Love and happiness.

  11. Scipio
    9:46 pm on January 6th, 2009

    I don’t understand why you would not report it. However, better late then never.

  12. Prince Abdull
    10:31 pm on February 11th, 2009

    A sad story indeed

  13. jptrilogy
    10:52 pm on February 16th, 2009

    hey, do you think you could give more details about it? so i could help, of course

  14. charming nurse
    4:39 am on January 2nd, 2010

    Very hot story. I like how you said he always complimented your tits and how huge he was.

  15. easygoing kidnapper
    9:02 pm on June 13th, 2010

    i would had rape you too were u from sounds like type
    girl i need to find.

  16. famous ex-wife
    8:53 pm on June 16th, 2010

    That’s fucked up that you didn’t tell anybody. Don’t be a weak bitch, this dude deserves to go to jail. You’re being a bad friend by not telling your friend what happened – she has a right to know her husband is a scumbag.

  17. political martian
    10:07 pm on June 22nd, 2010

    Homeboy is a pro. Props to him.

  18. want u to
    2:16 am on July 20th, 2010

    u should be raped more often and dont fight it invite it with ur tight little pussy!!!

  19. fearless accountant
    1:36 pm on September 2nd, 2010

    Sorry you were hurt I just wish it was me who had you your probably hot

  20. kayako
    3:53 pm on September 4th, 2010

    OMG!!!!!go to the cops and tell his wife!!!!she’ll kick his ass and support you !!!!!if you keep this a secret it could happen again!

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