I’m a 40 year old male, and my confession is that I’ve been having the most perverted gay fantasies- really dodgy stuff (mutual scat, licking a guys dirty anus, drinking his piss & cum etc.) I think that it is having an adverse effect on my (straight) relationship, as I seem to be losing interest in my GF sexually. I’ve been blaming tiredness etc for my failings, but this can’t go on forever. I’m far too shy to persue this fantasy though, even though there must be others……..
Last sunday afternoon me and three of my buddys were driving around, they all say bad things about gay people, and its funny to listen to them, knowing that at one time or another all three of them have had sex with me.
I don’t know if i’m gay or not.i’m a guy. by the way. you see I’m very popular with all my female friends mostly because i’m in tune with female feelings. and I’m with popular with guys as well. but I have weird feelings that i’m gay. I have a girlfriend, and we are very serious right now. the thought of me being gay scares me a lot because I really love my girlfriend. but I just don’t know. how the hell can I be sure?
I think I am in love with my best friend….
I am not against the gay thing just never thought it was me! We met at work years ago and became good friends, as all friendships grow with people and people move on, we parted ways to different parts of the country. We still stayed in touch on the phone about once a month, both have had great loves in our lives and have both been engaged at one time or another. When I landed in the city I am in now he was still about 900 miles away and we have mutual friends in the same city. Well he came back to town for a couple of months then traveled to abroad for 2 months. When he came back to town he moved in with me until his next assignment. THe two or three months that he lived in my guest room was the first time I ever had a roommate and it was great! We had a blast running all over town hitting the bars, playing pool and just normal crap that guys do. When his next position came along he moved to the other coast and for the first time I really missed someone. It was nice to have someone to come home to and just someone to talk with on a daily basis. You get used to having a person in your life and when that person is gone….WOW….. I got really really depressed! We stayed in contact more (two to three times a week) and I flew to visit him and had an OK time. When I got back home again I was missing him. All of a sudden he moved back to town, accross country with out telling me and just showed up at my door! It was a nice suprise, a little shocking, and was between my house and another friends for a week. During that week all of us friends, about 12 of us, got together like every other weekend and at one of the parties at my house a few things were said between the two of us…..nothing direct, sexual, rude or anything else just little things kept coming out that hit me different then they would have in the past. And one little sentence has been on my mind every since….realize that we were totally drunk at this point with a ton of people in my small apt. ….”So why did you come back to town”……”Because of you”……
At first I thought nothing of it. But over the last couple of days it has been on my mind all the time. I couldn’t even sleep last night thinking about it.
A friend of ours (like his brother), was taking him to the airport and he was just in a mood….I couldn’t put my finger on it at first but have seen him like this a lot of times that he is going to be away for a while. (he is gone for two or three months this time then when he gets back we are going to be room mates again) In a nutshell things have been said over the years and as best friends go we have a ball! SOme of the best times I have had has been with my best friend! But when I start thinking about it my mind has been going to other places……see where this is going? I don’t know what to do, what to think, what to do….
THe though tof being with him makes me happier than I have ever been…..but I would never think of telling anyone I was gay because I don’t think like that……Is this a “Brokeback” thing?? Can love hit you where you never thought you would want to go? I want to ask him what he ment by the comment the other night but don’t know how! A few nights after that we all went bar hopping again and got totally smashed….again….and nothing happened, but when he woke up he kept asking me what he said the night before, if he said anything while he blanked out. He was also wondering how he got into his shorts? Not what you think, he did it on his own in the bathroom with the door shut…I am not a pervert! He jsut kept on and on about what he might have said… Is there a way I should ask him about his comment? WHAT DO I DO??
Me and my girlfriend were having sex and I cummed in her mouth because she was curious wat it tasted like after she drank my cum she wanted a kiss and I wasn’t goin to ruin the moment so I did. Strangely it tasted good it has a strange sugar taste. Try it guys, but I don’t sugest another guys.
Well about 3 years ago while my wife was pregnant I was so horny. I would masterbate but that was not doing the trick. I did not want to cheat on her. I thought well maybe I can just have a guy jerl me off. Sort of a modified masterbation. I found a guy online and we met and he jerked me off. It was ok, but I was really nervous. He asked me to jerk him off to so I did. No big thrill. So I decided for a bit more. I found another guy who said he would suck me off, with nothing needed in return. So I did it. I went to his pace and he did just that. He sucked me until I came and he swallowed. I was nervous but that did feel good. I went back a couple of times and the one time a freind of his was there and he had him suck me off. I went back all together 5 times to be sucked off. Well it has been two years since then and still am horny for being sucked off. I am glad I did this. I had offers from women but that would have lead to intercourse. I did not want that. I myself have never sucked, but can’t say I have never thought about it.
I’m male and single, almost every sunday morning I head to the adult theater, take a room and wait for somebody to come into the one next to it. I’m already slicked up and ready, I get a good screwing and leave. Last sunday was the same, I thought the guy next door had left so I stepped out, only he walked out at the same time, and it was my supervisor from work, neither of of us said anything, but now he knows what I’m good for.
I like guys with big dicks, only thing wrong is, I’m a guy too.
Im worried about my boyfriend.
We have been together for a year on the 17th of this month and im starting to think he has same sex tendencies… this makes me sick.
I wouldnt of cared if he was gay in the first place cos i have a heap of gay friends but to be secretly curious about being gay whilst with me i happen to care about!
Im not sure how to approach him bout this he wouldnt give me an honest answer, (i have caught him out lying before) he always makes me feel like crap- always going on bout how hot so and so is(im sure thats a cover for his gayness) and never pays mention to me the girl he is meant to love…
Im going mad, but babe u no who u are, so if u happen to read this,
I KNOW…
i met this guy on a chatline.. and i sucked him off for some tequilla for me and my friends to drink that weekend.. well as i was doing it, he cummed like in less than two minutes.. it was gross, but even more gross is that i still talk to him, he told at that time that he was 28 and later confessed that he was 32 and im only 16 rite now.. were both guys.. i ahvent did anything sexual with him for like 4 months.. HOW do i say to him that i can no longer have sex with him?? i’ve known him for like a year.. hmmmm i dont know.. i use it fell real gross about it.. im such a whore.. bye guys, try not to be too mean ok.. thanx
i met this guy on a chatline.. and i sucked him off for some tequilla for me and my friends to drink that weekend.. well as i was doing it, he cummed like in less than two minutes.. it was gross, but even more gross is that i still talk to him, he told at that time that he was 28 and later confessed that he was 32 and im only 16 rite now.. were both guys.. i ahvent did anything sexual with him for like 4 months.. HOW do i say to him that i can no longer have sex with him?? i’ve known him for like a year.. hmmmm i dont know.. i use it fell real gross about it.. im such a whore.. bye guys, try not to be too mean ok.. thanx
I used to think i was queer & then i met
this bloke & realy liked him
I guess that if I had to confess any thing it would deffinatly be that I am gay
I think I’m a homosexual. I had an encounter with a man and I think it felt right.Also, I have been drinking a lot and getting drunk to try and get away from some pain from a recent family death.
i am a male in love with a guy in the navy stationed in lexington park. he love to blow me n cradle my nuts, but the problem is that he is married to a woman, who has no idea that her husband is gay. troy, i love you !!
I like to look in the mirror, and put my penis between my legs to see what i would look like as a woman? How weird huh? hehehe
I am not gay but I like to see guys nude. Is this wrong?
