Confession Point

So recently i got busted at school for having weed. i have been smoking weed for a year now. this is the first time i got caught and it was with a dime of regi. they suspended me for 30 days and i am now on probation. that is retarded. haha btw Oklahoma has the strictest laws on weed.

I then go how and have an argument with my mom cuz i have a cellphone and i am not supposed to contact anyone because i just got into trouble. so my mom says give me the cellphone and i said no why can’t i have it so i hold onto the cellphone and she tell my brother to go into my room and get all my electronics out of my room and my mom says never mind i will go do it and opens my underwear and sock drawer and finds two dubs (12 grams) in there and my dad takes that and flushes it down the toilet after pissing on it. then my mom tell me to come into my room and asks me (as she is tearing up) is there any more i can’t even believe that you would do this. blah blah blah rite so i still have the cellphone and she keeps asking me who i got it from. i aint no damn snitch and im not going to say anyone’s name. So then my dad try to sit on top of me and take my hand out of my pocket which is holding onto my cellphone. and then i punch my fuckin window im so pissed off and then i throw the cell phone and my dad gets off of me.

After this fight my mom is trying to get me into counseling and all this bullshit that i don’t want so i finally get my phone back and i get my truck back and i get my laptop and my ps3 back and im good so i have 100 hours of community service that i have to do. I’m going to do it at goodwill and get some free stuff to make some money on my parents also made me quit my job at the bowling alley. so im making some money selling stuff on craigslist and other places to random people and i start to buy some weed gettin bubba kush and all this good shit smoking like a fuckin boss again now i got a joint rolling machine and free papers so im good at this now and when i smoke i just fucking forget the shit is even in plane sight and when im sober i think of all the great spots to hide this stuff at but it just lapses my judgement and my probation officer finally decides to piss test me and i just smoked that day at lunch and i already know im not going to pass and he asks me is this one going to be clean and i told his ass the truth no this isn’t so sure enough it isn’t comes back hot for opiates and thc i had my toenail removed because it was ingrown and they gave me tynol 3 which was baller status with weed haha so my mom finds out and gets onto me i said i stopped doing it and haven’t since then but i really sometime just have the urge to smoke weed cuz it would be fucking fun but i have a question for everyone what would be a job that you can have and make decent money and smoke weed??

I’m 19 and my best friend’s sister is 23. We’ve had a thing for each other since we were little kids, but I never pursued her because I didn’t want to put any stress on my friendship with her brother. Her brother and I are tighter than most real brothers

Anyways…

I went over to see my friend at his house for some Friday night drinking and smoking and his sister answered the door. Ben had called to leave a message for me that he had to work late and wouldn’t be back for 3 hours. He asked that I hang with Meggin until he got back.

Meggin and I had a few beers and then smoked a giant blunt of some really epic shit. We got to talking about the attraction we’d always had for each other and one thing led to another and we started making out. Before I knew it we were ripping off each other’s clothes.

She went for my zipper and pulled out my cock and sucked on it like it was the last penis she was ever gonna see.I wanted to fuck Meggin, but didn’t want to disappoint my friend. My hard cock won out, of course, but before fucking her, I thought I’d return the favor by licking her pussy for awhile. She had a hot little ass and I slapped her cheek as I pulled down her panties and tried to maneuver my head in between her hot thighs. OH NO! What the fuck is that smell? I almost puked right then and fucking there. Her pussy stunk like a dead fish on the dock in August. It not only stunk. It really stunk. I had to turn my head away quickly because I could feel the chicken salad sandwich I had for lunch starting to come up my throat. “What’s the matter?”, she asked.
“Nothing”, I replied. I had to get out of there before the smell started burning the hair off of my body.

“Look, Meggin, I’m sorry, but all of a sudden I got a horrible toothache. I have to go. I’m sorry. Tell Ben I’ll catch him tomorrow,” I was zipped up and out of that house in 30 seconds.

Now I don’t know what to do.I haven’t called either of them and they haven’t called me. It’s been two days. I don’t want to lose my best friend, but there’s no way I’m ever going to be able to look at Meggin again.

I’m screwed.

I stay high all the time. I can’t help it, but I love weed.