i think that i really have a problem i have fantasys about being fucked in my ass by a big nigger
17
Aug
I want to break up with him. I can give a list of all the ways that he’s hurt me over the past year and a half, even though he technically didn’t do anything wrong because he doesn’t know any better.
Shitty thing: My parents love him, our families adore each other and i will be fucking it up by breaking it off. We both have limited friends and it was OUR relationship that united them together to form a mutal group of friends.
I promised my mum that i wouldn’t hurt him, that i’d just turn him into a “friend” and not hurt him. I couldn’t tell her how much i DONT want to be his friend. how much i WANT to hurt him. the only thing stopping me is that i still like being around his family. and i don’t have the courage. he’s still in love with me. and after he comes back from holidays he’ll be like “wtf? what changed?”
Well I changed. I’m sick to death of him and i want to scream at the idea of him touching me ever again. I can’t take it anymore. he does it one more time and i swear to god i will blow my brains out.
12
Aug
Every time i close my eyes i fantasise about girls, the thing is i dont want to be a lesbian, because it high school thats a killar move. i’m hoping its a phaze, because the only thing that gets me off is lesbian stuff. im a senior and have no clue wat to do or think.
9
Aug
I hope I don’t get into trouble for telling . . .
I molested my Dad.
He was sleeping on the couch and his bathrobe had fallen open. He wasn’t wearing underwear or anything and I could see his cock: It was big (WAY bigger than my brother’s), it was hairy (the hairiest), and it was hard!
I’d seen my Mom give Daddy a couple of blowjobs when they thought they were all alone and I wanted to give it a try.
I almost couldn’t get it into my mouth it was so big! but I kept working it like I had seen Mom do and pretty soon my jaw relaxed and I started bobbing my head up and down (like I’d seen Mom do) and had Daddy’s cock going in and out of my mouth. As I sucked him faster and faster I was finger-fucking my little cunny as hard as I could!
Then all of a sudden Daddy grabbed my head with both hands and started fucking my face and his cock exploded in my mouth! It caught me completely by surprised and I didn’t know what to do so I kept sucking Daddy’s cock and trying to swallow all of his sperm!
Finally Daddy’s eruption slowed down and stopped. I couldn’t believe it! I’d just given my own Father a blowjob!
Now we have a whole new game to play every day:
My Daddy pretends to have fallen asleep on the couch and I sneak up and get down on my knees and lean forward and……
I’m tire of masturbating everyday! I only wish some girl would suck me off, and have sex. Anal wouldn’t be too bad either, or some crazy sex fetish. Skull fucking is a bonus.
