I cheated on my wife of 26 years every year we were married. ANd now that she confessed about a co-worker eating her up and begged for my forgiveness I cannot stop holding it against her and threatening to get a divorce. I KNow she loves me and that she is sorry but I dont want a wife who is “used.”

About 4 months ago my parents decided to get divorced. It was a good thing: they were fighting alot and it just wasn’t cool anymore for me and my little brother. Some time after that my father moved out of the house and it was just me and my brother and mother. My mother was crying alot at night to the point where my brother and I just couldnt get a funcking night’s sleep.
So one night, like two months ago, I was getting really pissed off at my mother for keeping me awake so I stormed into her room. She was all ‘I’m sorry but I just feel so terrible’. So then she asks me to come lie next to her so she won’t feel so lonely. I thought she meant just lie at the other end of the bed (it was big enough for three people) so I didnt think much of it and thought it would get her to shut up. Then, lying there, she asks me to come closer cause she wants to give me a hug and kiss me goodnight. Now I’m 16 so I thought I was a little old for that but for the sake of getting some sleep fast I rolled towards her and gave her a hug. I noticed right away that I had rolled my crotch right against her hand. It was a really awkward thing but I decided to pretend not to notice, give her a hug and never speak of it. But just as I thought that I felt her hand stroking my groin. It was REALLY fucking weird! I thought at first that maybe she didn’t know what she was stroking – my leg? – so I still said nothing. Then she sticks her hand in my boxers and grabs my dick. Now I’ve thought about this situation over and over since then and I’m still trying to figure out whether it’s weird or not, but it felt really good.
Nevertheless I realised it was awkward so I screamed at her asking what the hell she was doing! She was very calm and told me in a very soothing voice that it was allright and that we could just ‘enjoy eachothers warmth’ or something. ‘Didn’t it feel good when I touched your penis?’ By this time my dick was hard (it had started getting harder and harder after she first touched it) and I had to admit that actually it DID feel good. So she told me to come close to her. I did and she started rubbing my dick again. I came within 30 seconds or so and felt really weird.
I’ve been to my mothers room every night since then. Most of the time she just jacks me off but yesterday she asked me whether I would like to make love to her. Since I was very curious I did. It was heaven . During the day she’s just my mom and we dont ever talk about this stuff. During the night we fuck. I know this shit is weird to most people but I’m ok with it now. Anybody else got a similar experience?
