i believe in abstinence but i can’t help thinking about sex. it’s driving me crazy, i think about it a lot… i don’t have a boyfriend but i get hit on a lot, mostly by older guys (it’s disgusting). i don’t want to have sex but i keep thinking about. i’m so confused! arrrrrrrrggggggghhhhhh… i want to be a virgin till i get married but i feel like i’m going to lose my virginity soon ’cause my body says i should but my heart and my mind are set on abstaining from sex. i’m sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo scared that i might end up having sex before i’m married. i’m sure that sex will be great and i want to do it with only 1 person and that’s my future husband but the temptation is too great. when i was about 7 or 8 my classmate kinda molested me, maybe that’s why i think about sex a lot. i hate this!!!
