He sent me this song:
accidental babies by damien rice
“i held you like a lover
happy hands
and your elbow in the appropriate place
and we ignored our others’ happy plans
for that delicate look upon your face
our bodies moved and hardened
hurting parts of your garden
with no room for a pardon
in a place where no one knows what we have done
do you come
together ever with him?
is he dark enough
enough to see your light?
do you brush your teeth before you kiss?
do you miss my smell?
is he bold enough to take you on?
do you feel like you belong?
does he drive you wild?
or just mildly free?
what about me?
you held me like a lover
sweaty hands
and my foot in the appropriate place
we used cushions to cover happy glands
and the mild issue of our disgrace
our minds pressed and guarded
while our flesh disregarded
the lack of space for the light-hearted
in the boom that beats our drum
and i know i make you cry
i know sometimes you wanna die
but do you really feel alive without me?
if so be free
if not leave him for me
before one of us has
accidental babies
for we are ”
and i was so horrified that i threw up.
11:07 am on March 4th, 2007
#2259: So are you saying that you were raped? If so there are many agencies to contact for help. Reach out, you need to.
11:55 am on March 5th, 2007
#2289: No i wasn’t raped. I’m saying that he wants to have an affair with me. He’s making it clear that he doesn’t think i’m happy in my marital status.
11:52 pm on March 5th, 2007
#2296: I’m # 2259 and I am glad that you wrote back. Let me tell you from a man’s point of view that back in the 80’s I had many affairs with married women and they always ended with heartbreak. It wasn’t until I got into therapy that I found out why I was chasing after things that were unhealthy and out of reach. Don’t get me wrong, I’m not preaching here and I totally understand, but despite the feelings or attraction you have for this man, think it through and weigh the possibility that you could destroy your marriage. Every couple hits hard times but I’m sure you really love one another. Make the right choice. Good luck.
11:44 am on March 6th, 2007
#2306: Something tells me that you are a very beautiful woman. Men will always want you but you chose one to marry so stay with him. Love him, caress and lick his cock, give him your hot pussy and cum on his face. Enjoy.
5:07 am on March 9th, 2007
#2379: WTF?